Miss Tan HongPing [:

MERRY CHRISTMAS HUBBIEEEEEEEE .
HUBBY ah, ilove youuuuuuu .
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Wish you a very MERRY CHRISTMAS !
My love for you will never change [:
No matter what happens,
We'll pull through,
Together & th idiots ok ?
:D

♥ 's Wifey .

I Love you Tanhongping .

SUPERHUBBYYYYYYY (:

I've changed your blogskin Hubby (:
Hope that you'll continue to let your blog live yeah,
I'll update for you sometimes,
But its your duty to make it live .
:D
Iloveyou SuperHubbyyyyyyy [:


♥'s
SuperWifey [:

Promise me you'll stay strong .

I MISS MY BAOBEI!
I MISS MY IDIOTS!
I MISS HIM!x33
I MISS FOTANG!
I MISS BPPS!
I MISS BPPIANS!
I MISS MY GANS!
I MISS MY SCH! ( even though it suck sometimes. )
I MISS MY CLASS! ( even though they are hopeless. )

I MISS LIKE EVERYTHING LUH! ( that im not seeing now. )

arrrrrhhhh, IM BORED! so im MISSING!;D

LINKED!!!

TAGS REPLY~!( cos too many le! so reply here better!xD )

[S]ufang : thanks luh! you rock girl! when is our dateeee?!:D love you!

♥ sherrill : CREDITS GOES TO YOU! for making my blog right! hahas, I LOVE MY LAOPO!:DD date someday kays, so sorry that im not free! and i UPDATEDD!:D loves! and i UPDATEDD!!:D

XIANGNING : hahas, thanks luh! you seriously is a GREAT SENIOR! woots~! CHEERED UP!:DD you takecare alrights!

nsq831 : hahas, thanks for tagging! wish your overseas trip will be good! REMEMBER MY PRESENT!xD will miss your CRAPS! xD and i POST-ED! hahas, so its not dying yettt!:P

siying : and you have been a GREAT FRIEND!:D rock on kays! takecare and enjoyyyy your holidays!:D

` x3 XIAOCROSS [; : hahas, UPDATED!! lol, i dunno my blogsong luh, it comes with the skin, and im sooo lazy to change!:D discussing with sherrill i think. xD please online more often! I MISS YOU!:D

Vanessa : sorry luh, abit never care about my blog nowadays, SO SORRY!xD takecare kays!:D

YUENICE SUNSHINE : hahas, I MISS YOU TOO!:D dying to see you la! hahas, faster tell me a date! I JIO YOU!xD takecare luh!:D

AGNES : hahas, not a problem and no troubles!:D see you in chalet!:D

REPLIED!! all the links one never reply cos, link le what, hahasxD reply in their blog bah...:P LOVES!x33

PICTURES!!!

THE GRAND FEAST OF FRENCH FRIES!

our starish style!xD

the only things left after GRAND FEAST.

TADA!!!~

i think thats all! post another post for dicovery centre!:D cos that one toooo many pictures le!

went out with baobei! like on thrusday, deepavali! hahas, watch movie and shopped. after the movie, was going out of the cinema de exit, then there is this little boyboy SUPER CUTE de! hahas, running around, then baobei let me go out first, then the boyboy went after baobei and the door nearly knock him!:/ but baobei came to the rescue!!! hahas xD. he stop the door and waited for the boyboy to stay far from the door then close it! so gentlemen man!xD love him!:D

then shopped for daddy de present, hahas, then bought a ear piece for dad! baobei help me pay at first, and i INSISTED on paying him back, he still dun wan accept lehs! aiyos. but got take the money luh, in the end. hahas. sent me home and he went home himself...i should have accompany him to wait for the bus lehs! toot hongping! zzz...

dad kiss me!:DD cos i gave him the present and wrote i love you on it and he said he love me back!xD cos we dun normally say i love you de mah. hehes. so happy lehs!xDD

okays, end here, tmr got chalet! hahas, like 12 hours later!:DD chalet 3 days,

then saturday got fotang liayuan afterwards got drama de performance go see!:DD

then sunday also got fotang liayuan and dazhongban! hahas:DDDD

will not see me for 5 DAYS! so ppl, dun miss me too much! LOL

end here! anyways, baobei is not my stead! hahas, he is just my kor! i call him baobei korkor, but in short is baobei. LOL. so DO NOT get the wrong ideal!:DD but he got sick...zzz...then abit moody luh! :( wish that he will get well soon!:DDD

BYBYE! miss you all! must must must miss me arh! miss him man!xDD HAVE A NICE DAY! and those who are going to have exams, JIAYOUS! GOOD LUCK & DO YOUR BEST!:DD takecare!:DDD

im so sorry guys! for not blogging like HUNDRED YEARS!!
sorrysorry!!
i know you guys miss me right! wahhahas!xD

okays, alot alot alot alot of things happen! hahas.
but I DUN RMB ALL!xD

blogging about:

-me, sherrill and rani de outing.

-me, sufang, jingwei and zishing de 'outing' (cos of the pictures nah!)

-fotang?

aiya, will rmb while i blog nahs!:P

went to far east with sherrill and rani!
WOOTS~!
i miss them! hahahs
then shop and we were like talking avout de BOOBS THING.xDD
cos sherrill was like accidentally, i mean really accidentally, knock on rani de...erms...boobs? LOL.
then rani was like, i know mine is big and you are jealous, but please stop and all. LMAO!!! hahahhaas.
sherrill was FREAKING MALU larh!xD
then i accidentally molested rani's boobs too. -.-"
hahas, and i said i did it on purpose! im soooo "HONEST"! im so good right!:P
hahas. we got lost. -.-"""
hahas but was FUN!
I LOVE THE TWO OF THEM! and i just upgraded? to sherrill de SUPER HUBBY! hahas, IM SUPER!! WOOTS~! FLIES**

then went out with sufang, jingwei and zishing!
hahas, pic next time kays!
im using my cousin lappy now! sorry ppl!:D
meet at library then went to mac to have a
FRENCH FRIES FEAST!
hahas,
was lame!xD

alot alot happen at fotang! hahas
got bxb arh, got outing and all!:D
still got liaoyuan wor!
i remember the latest presentation was
chingyeoh korkor and zhengbiao korkor de presentation.
hahas.
found out that zhengbiao korkor de chinese is seriously very good lehs!
lols, ask him if he got practise, he say abit.
hahas, like never lehs!xD shooted him! xP
heng he not so xiaoqi, will not angry with me. lols

okays, i remember CCKSS WENT TO DISCOVERY CENTRE!
hahahs!
was fun!
i at home le then post kay! sorry!
cos i need to pictures to recall! hahas
i rmb there is this SUPER BIG SHARK! hahas
then i was like: omg! i fell in love with the shark! so handsome!
LOL.
my friends was all like. what the. -.-"
HAHAHS!

okays la, i go get cookies from sweekun le!
hehes, she help me buy mah! then need to pay her!:D

BYBYE PPL! miss me okays!:D
LOVES!
hongping is going to shut all the vulgarities up!:D
WISH HER ALL THE BEST!
training now!:DD

hahahs,

IGNORE MY PREVIOUS POST!

its just a reminder to myself!:D

not going to post much bah.

hahas,

just passing by.

shit, think im getting emo soon.

wth.

dun say sorry, tell me everything.
cheer up!
everythings gonna be okay!
did not talk to you cos,
i dunno how to? hahas.
dun angry le!:D
we ARE related as gans
so you can tell me?.
im always here for you!
you can count on me de wor!:D
i admit that im worried about you.
but i would NOT force you.
takecare okays!:D

ppl, apple is just scolding herself over

something important?hahas.

dun care about that post.:D

nights and sweet dreams!

worried and confused over 2 things.

what should i do?:/

HONGPING CURRENTLY HATES WHAT SHE HAVE DONE.
SHE SUCKS TO THE CORE.
EVIL GIRL SHE IS ONE.
SHE IS A BITCH
DUN FEEL PITY FOR HER.
SHE DESERVE THIS.


sorry, im just scolding myself.


I HATE HONGPING.

hahahahs!
been a long time since i blogged!:D

monday got sci! argh! paper was okay la
but i was tired.
can't really concentrate. sians.
hope can get good results.. WISH WISH!

tuesday got art!
hahahas, LIKE SHIT!
i drew the tessellation nah,
then i go add apple patterns on it
lol! xD
so uglyyyy!!
then went to jurong point with
jingwei, cecelia, sherrill, zishing, weeli and charmaine!
hahas
they went there to buy things, so i was like
okays, lets go, actually was freaking tired nah! :X
shopped.
HAD FUN! we were like CRAZY!
we separated our ways! hahahs
me and sherrill went for phone hunting!
omgomgomg! you know what?!
s500i IS FREAKING BEAUTIFUL!
so love it man! hahas
but SO EXPENSIVE! D:
then saw 880, omg, i love its slim-ness!
the others went to shop anyhow, hahas.
met later, went to jurong entertainment centre.
me and jinwei was like, talking in the opposite language! hahas!
in the mrt, we were like copping the whole row of seats!
hahahs, me and dar(jingwei) talked.
long time since we had heart to heart talk session!
miss her much!:D
then reach that time, they went to this fashion la..
hahas, i was sleepy huh. lols :P
choose clothes too long le. in the end
charmaine need to go home le, then me and cecilia dun wan go mah.
so stay and slack for a while! hahas.
was quite lame la... hehes. :DD
me and cecilia was figuring how to walk to imm.
sians, walk walk walk, did not manage to reach.. hahas
cecilia need go le, so just go home lor~ hahas
reach home. FEEL DEAD! awww!
at night that time. me and ahqi jiejie go buy phone.
hahahahs, so tired sia me!jie say i look like dead. LOL. xDD
bought W880I!!
weeee~~ WALKMAN HANDPHONE WOR!
hahas! :DDD
then zoelin jiejie, dad de tongshi, help us pay mah.
cos dad not free... lols. sians.
buy le. i went back aunt home to eat dinner.
they began to ask me, why buy this one? and all those qns
WTH. buy le then buy le lor! say le also no use right?!
zzzzzzzzz.
then go home. dad wanna say again. argh!
super irritated! D:
sians.

wednesday arh... orh!
NO SCHOOL! cos marking day!
but but but!
i have to go lehs!
cos got drama, then got performance, need go practice.
hahas, my character is MRS TEAVEE!
like omg?!
i need to wear long skirts and blouse to PERFORM THIS CHARACTER!
omgomgomg!!!!
but okay la, i only got a few lines..sians
hahas, i still need to stay on stage for like almost the whole thing!
D: cos we playing CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.
short version though. then i need to stay on the stage until
MY SON, MIKE TEAVEE SHRUNK. zzzzz
so bored. need to have expression and all.
then the dance room is FREAKING COLD! freezing!
after that, went home and went to lot1 with sufang
hahas, SHOPPED.
went to more than words and bought, erms, clothes!same design!:D
then slack around...
was DESPERATELY finding apple rings or keychains!
argh! found at aris,but was SUPER SMALL!
hahas, gave up.
if your saw any of these things, PLEASE TELL ME!:D
took neos in the end! hahahs.
took 2 machines! hahahs, so lame sia!xD
went to blues and bought 2 rings, one hers one mine.
same design also nah. :DD
HOME we went. hahas
TIRED!

okays, this is going too long!
i shall stop! blog later! going to fotang bai bai today!
chu 2!:D
BYE!:D SMILEs!

today got BXB!! weeee~~~
hahas, im LATE AGAIN! hahas, i seriously need morning calls!!
arghh!!
go there tuition science!! hahas
but was sleepy la. xD

after that got after tuition activities!
hahas, andy kor and peiwen jiejie go up present wor~
CLAP HANDS AND WHISTLE PLEASE!
hahas,
got shuai ge and mei nu lehs!xD
woots~~
i thought they did a great great job!:DD
but still got place for improvement? hahas
rongsheng korkor say de wor. lols
had lunch and the usual routine. hahas
going to go home that time,
i think didi go tell aihua jiejie about,
what happen last night? hahas
dad scold me nah.
then aihua jiejie come talk to me nah,
ask me wat happen nah.
awwww...
is like, i don't want to talk about my problems today de.
cos, i don't feel like settling anything today,
did not even talk about my friends de problems la
which what i was thinking of telling, cos today was quite busy for them la,
so chose not to talk about it. hahas, don't disturb them.
wah piang,
then she come like that ask me.
somemore is the thing i really don't want to talk about.
hahas, kinda of tell her la.
then cannot control lor, then on tap.
sians, i promise myself not to on tap during this period le.
last night also never really on. haiis.
going to the bus stop that time.
i saw xuejing and xueyi and all the people,
ran to the bus stop. hahas, they cheered me up!:DD
on the way home, korkor sms me nah, ask me cheer up.
THANKS!:D
i go sleep le! bybye! nights sweet dreams!

arhhh~~
i found out that, my studying is less than my playing time at this period
but im like , SO DUN CARE!

hahas, woke up LATE! at 10 plus reaching 11 already, i think.
so damn damn damn REFRESHING!
hahahas! xD
then went to plaza, hahas, library to study with jianfeng.
lols, studying my freaking science, arhh!! so lan sia me.
haiis.
then went to pei him eat lunch, i did not eat luh, was not hungry
and dun feel like eating, hahas,
then this friend hor, aiyo, go buy icecream for me nehs!
was damn stun nah! but really wan to XIEXIE NI!:DD
i will return you the money de! i dun care la, must keep. BLEAH.
going back to library that time,
I SAW JOCELYN!!! awww~~!!! my LONG LOST GOOD FRIEND!
and we were talking just the day before! hahas! :DDDDD
went back to study, hahas, suddenly, i saw the song i send him in his hp mah.
then i down there saying the song damn nice.
song is called FAR AWAY, by nickelback la
the chorus goes like: i will love you, i will love you all this time, and i will miss you, far away and far too long.
and it goes on. lols, i not so sure la, maybe got a few mistakes.lols
then he go say the lyrics he hear is: i don't love you, i don't love you all this time.. and all.
IM LIKE?! hahs
then we down there, no la, for like very long! lmao! hahas.
then zhu daddy called. lols, okays, he told me sth and just one of my suggestions make he say, okays, you give me the idea, thanks huh.
AND THAT SUGGESTIONS IS JUST FOR FUN! its not a good one! arhhh!!!
im stupid to tell him that! omg~.

went home after that, hahas, was tired.
awww~ lols.
slept! for one hour.
then just realised that i forget to wash my shoe. lols
SO BLUR! haiis. think cannot dry lehs, HOW?!
i should change my blurness! hahas. xD
then just now, suddenly very miss lesbo nehs!
lol, so sms her nah, IM WASTING MY MONEY! hahas
but i dun care le la! D;
wooo~~ tmr going to bxb! muahahah!
means, SOLUTION TO MY PROBLEMS!:DD
okays, i shall stop!
BYBYE! NIGHTS! woots!:D
damn high today! hahas.

heyheyhey!
hahas, today was like
SHIT! ARGH!

STUPID MATHS PAPER!

I CANT FINISH! THEY ONLY GIVE US ONE HOUR!!!
ARGHHH!!!
wth!
paper one was like i know how to do EVERYTHING!
but not enough time! or should i say,
IM SLOW! ARGH!D:
then after paper one, omg, IM SO FREAKING ANGRY WITH MYSELF!
was scared! DDD;
chunting did not manage to finish too. she SCREAMED.
haiis. CHEER UP GIRL, JUST DO UR BEST FOR THE REST!.
okays, i got affected by some ppl and cried too. awww...
but i stopped very fast nah, cheer up easily. ;D

PAPER TWO! was okay nah, got enough time.
but! there is this stupid qns that I DUNNO HOW TO DO!! :/
argh!
then the last qns, i go choose the more difficult one cos i dun wan draw graphs,
then then then!!! i dunno how to do the 2 marks questions!
wth! stupid sia! but dun care le la! i dun wan change qns. hahas
cos can choose the qns for section B de wat. lol.
finish!! wahahhas, so shuang!~~~!!
WEEKENDS!~~~
tmr going to je library to ask jianfeng to tutor my sci? hahas
tired! and im freaking bored now! hahas.
but i dun wan to sleep sia! xD
someone talk to me! arhhhhh!!!! hahas.
okays, bye ppl, maybe will blog later, tmr, or few days later. :P
NIGHTS! you did not online today.D:

im back!!! weeee~~~
but EXAMS HAVEN FINISH!! ARGHHH!!!D:

tmr got maths exams, but im slacking, i dunno wat to study!
haiis, the day before had tuition with aihui jie!
THANKS JIE! I SO NEED YOUR HELP!!
LOVE YOU!:D
she tutor my sucky subject GEOGRAPHY nah, at jurong east library.
hahas,
then later went to dinner with her at imm.
wooo~~
it has been a HUNDRED years since i went to imm!
hahas change alot le sia!
super noob nehs!:X i mean me la!
then she told me sth la, hahas, abt my future in bxb.
awww!~ i listen le, think im not up the the standard sia!
i dun think im so good lor, so i suggest why not try on other ppl first?
then she say, she also like that say but rongsheng korkor say dun wan
and all la. ahhas, for more info, ask me.xD

next day went to sch as per normal to study nah. sth happen.
:(
perry bash nicklaus up.
cos nick ong everytime say abt perry then perry cannot take it le.
he go push nick ong then later throw the chair at nick ong. D;
then he go use the book hit nick de head.
argh! irritated!
eventhough i dun like nick ong, cos he is
SUPER ARROGENT and RUDE.
but, but, but!
argh! haiis, shuan le. stupid case nah. surely tio offence form de nah
sians.
lets stop abt this day.

today had HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY EXAMS!
muahahahas! i think WILL PASS FOR BOTH!
weee~~
CLAP HANDS FOR HONGPING THE PRO! :X
kidding~
but, i keep on dozing off when geo paper sia!
argh! hahas
in the end, do finish, i sleep straight for half an hour!
so damn freaking shuang la! hahas.
but i keep on knocking my head sia!i dunno how i sleep de lor!
think my brain cells dunno die how many le. sians, tmr maths neh!
I NEED BRAIN CELLS!! xD
zzz, but history paper, i keep on slack half way,
in the end, just finish on time nia.. lols
sleepy lehs! hahahs
then later went home relax for 3 hours! wahahahha
i really know how to slack sia. lols.
just went to plaza de popular to buy my stupid maths set!
hahas, so creepy la! hahas, i go alone mah, then walk there.
so dark, then got one uncle keep looking at me. zzz-.-"
after buying, went to buy icecream, was craving for icecream la!
hahas, then i keep on thinking that i got $1.90 with me
actually i only got $0.90 with me! argh
then, i go buy the $1 icecream. wth. SO MALU!
HAHAS! then the indian jiejie say nvm then give me the icecream le!
hahash, so good of her! then got one guy
he saw the whole thing mah, wahpiang, then he down there
LAUGHING NEHS! hahahahas!
so freaking malu! lols! but the jiejie was just SUPER GOOD LA!
walk home again. wth, so dark. hahas, abit scared nah. but still okays bah.

okays, i think i go study my maths le!;DDD
sleeping early today? should i? hmm...
anyways, BYBYE!
thanks to aihui jie, jianfeng, xiang jie, sujun jie, and all the ppl who jiayous for me!
THANK YOU! loves!:D
hahas, my phone bill's BURSTING! argh! :/
going to be more than $60 this month bah. haiis..
ppl like to sms me when im busy and no one sms me when im free. lols
please try to choose the correct time, thank you. xP
NIGHTS SWEET DREAMS, JIAYOUS AND TAKECARE!
miss miss miss him! lols, okays, im crapping non-stop.-.-"

heyheyhey! okays, IM SLACKING when in suppose to be STUDYING!!

argh! apparently, meng nan( which is dion)'s hardworking pills dun work on me at all!!!

arghhh!!!

okays, i go study history and tmr de chinese test NOW! bybye!

blog next time, I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING!!! argh.

all my friends are slacking like me!! ARHHHH!!

ohmytians!i miss him like crazy!-.-"

need to get my head off him! arhhhh..i cant!D;

piang, have been waiting for his sms like, 3 days?!

haiis..

irritated>immune>sick and tired>stop.

im scared of this process le!D:

now im at the immune and sick and tired de part le!

haiis... eoy comes first! so hongping! stop thinking abt him!

its only 3 days!

bybye ppl! nights!!!~

(my overseas friend's mum just pass away... D; sad for him... im stuned.. god bless his family...)

okays, I NEED TO BLOG! hahas, or else, i will be blogging very very long post again lehs!
hahas. :D

friday is my first paper! hahas, HCL: higher chinese language.
DIFFICULT! :/
but MANAGE to finish last MINUTE! hahas
so lucky of me? lols:DD
then do abit of DnT. hahas, things happen, but lazy to type. :X
dun blame me worrr~~ xD

then saturday!! muahahahhas! I LOVE THIS DAY!:DDD
NO school!!
then went to fotang to LIAOYUAN for
SHI ZUN CHENG DAO 60TH ANNIVERSARY!!!
hahas, then jue de got stall!:DDDD
some of the youth go help with decorating the stall WHICH INCLUDES ME!!!
but hor, they say only can have maximum of 10 people!
then jue de, OMG, hahas, have like 11 to 12 ppl? lols
unfair hor!:X but we also dunno mah, so cannot blame!hehes
back to the main topic.
MUAHAHHAHAS!xD
NICENICENICENICE!:D
we make the banner, and all la! hahas, so fun neh!
cut this cut that! xD
i abit sick in the mind! lol:X
the whole thing start at 12 and ends at 6? lols
dun really rmb le nah
but i know i go home at 7! hahas, was waiting for the JUDGES!
cos is alot of deshu come decorate their stalls mah, then got judges to give points nah!:D
so tired neh! hahas, but was super super super nice!:D
then aihua jiejie come at last minute to pass us sth la
then go home at time, my cousin also with me, then aihua jiejie ask if wanna her to fetch us home. then i down there wan say YES! I WAN!!!hahas :X
but rongsheng korkor carry alot of things.. HAIIS, so nvm lor
let him have the free ride. haahs
at first andy korkor was like wan me to have free ride la, hahas, but in the end, i push it away! lols, sorry nah, make u waste ur energy! but super appreciate that u tried to help me nah!:D
THANKS ALOT!:DDDD
then HOME I GO!:D

okays, very late le.. i need to go SLEEP! hahas
these few days keep on sleep late late, then no energy for lessons. D;
I NEED HARDWORKING PILLS!! and, SOMEONE, PLEASE IF U HAVE A HARDWORKING NOTE, WRITE TAN HONGPING INTO IT! THANK YOU!:DDDD
bedbedbed was all i can think of now! muahahhas! xP
NIGHTS PPL!

zhudaddy: u cheer up nah! at least she never avoid u! and i think ur mum is for your own good or her mood not good bah.. dun sad le kays, god is not unfair. u have me! this nuer!:D

jianfeng: dun sad le nah! this best friend and best listener and best shuan-er here for you lehs! later u sad i also sad how? try to tolerate longer? muahahhas!, i dun wan to lose our bet! i think i better go add her in friendster!xD cheating in process. SO CHEER UP!:D

siying: im behind u! u can come to me ANYTIME!:D free of charge de neh! so cannot be choosy hor!xD they are just being lame! dun care if they hate u nah! its THEIR PROBLEM! just think of ppl that love u, LIKE ME! hehes, im ur friend! wat are friends for? :D

this post is dedicated to:

CHENG JUNMAY aka idol &

SHERRILL SEET aka laopo &

NG SIQI aka zhu daddy.

MILLION THANKS TO YOU GUYS!:D

for hearing me out AND CHEERING ME UP!

CHEER UP KAYS,

IDOL: hahas, find me anytime! i love to listen to my idol! IDIOTS HERE FOR YOU!:D

LAOPO: thanks for trying ur best to listen to me and cheer me up! I LOVE UR CUTENESS & patience!!:D

ZHU DADDY: nuer here to listen to wat u have to say!:D ur lameness is much appreciated by me!:D

and to those who tried to cheer me up!:D

THANKS!

love ur alot!:D

APPLE WILL TRY HER VERY BEST TO CHEER UP!:DD

jiayous in EOY~~~

posting tmr! xP i too lazy le! xD

useless useless useless useless useless useless useless. CONTINUE.

IM USELESS.

cant ur just shut ur BLOODY MOUTH AND STOP ALL THE QUARRELLS?
wat is this? WHY DO UR HAVE TO QUARRELL?
ITS LIKE NO USE? I THOUGHT THAT WAS GOIN TO HELP U ALL KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER AND LEARN TO ACCEPT EACH OTHER?
BUT IT BECAME WORSE!
WHY WHY WHY?!

I HATE ALL OF U.
HATRED. ALL OF U ARE MAKING ME SICK AND TIRED.
exams is here. and u are doin this USELESS THINGS
AND IM THE MOST USELESS ONE. I CANT DO ANYTHING OR STOP ANYTHING.
I HATE MYSELF THE MOST.

CANT UR JUST PATCH UP FOR THE SAKE OF ME?!
THIS USELESS APPLE HERE.

U SUCKS! PLEASE STOP BEING SO BAISED!
IM THINKING OF DISOWNING OUR RELATIONSHIP!
WAT IS THIS LUH?
cos im ugly and U HAVE TO BE SO BAISED?
I HATE PPL LIKE U.
I DID ALL THE WORK. U DID NOT ASK WHO AND U JUST THANK HER AND HER.
WAT ABT ME? THREE OF US DID STH, AND U THANK HER AND HER ONLY?
WAT IS THIS? TREATING ME SO COLD? FUCK OFF THEN.

IS SHE LYING? OR NOT?
CAN WE DUN SOLVE THAT STUPID PROBLEM?
I DUN WAN TO KNOW THAT SHES LYING.
IT HURTS, EVEN TO THINK OF IT.

IM HURT. BY ALL THESE BLOODY NONSENCE.
im feeling helpless. i ACTING HAPPY WHEN IM NOT.
NO ONE KNOWS. AND HERE I AM, TYPING ALL THOSE OUT.
COS NO ONE KNOWS that im freaking desperate now.
maybe its because that my acting is way too good.
which is good.
no one knows me AT ALL. all of them only thinks for themselves.
THEY ARE SO NOT SENSITIVE.
and expect me to care for them when they are sad.
IM A STUPID HUMAN TOO. I NEED CARE TOO.
im not some supergirl, im not powerpuff girls.

concentrate on my exams! throw all the problems away.
i did try, but, it was no use.
suddenly, fotang ppl is like the most GOOD ppl i will ever meet.:D
I MISS THEM. where no quarrells is on and only
FUN AND LAUGHTER.
and of cos my cousins and idiots. :D

bye. end my life.

wah piang! tmr HCL EXAMS!!! hahas, NO CONFIDENCE! cos i dunno wat to study!!
sians! D;

im going to SKIP SKIP SKIP!!!
hahas, cos I DUN RMB ANYTHING!!! -_-"

tuesday and wednesday got DnT!! hahas, tried to finish my model!lols
but hor, wednesday after sch i go do mah, then i go BUFFING.
OMG! i accidentally DROP THE THING! then the archelic BREAK! wth!!!
haiis, so thinking of remake la, lols, but cher today tell me no need, can glue back.
SO DAMN FREAKING LUCKY! lols!
I HATE BUFFING!! so scary! hahas.

wednesday and thrusday had test nah! hahas!
eng test that time, test half way, too tired le
I FALL ASLEEP LEHS!!! OH MY GOD!
hahas, then when i wake up, only got 15mins left!!!
hahas, CHIONG!!!
then sci test hor, hahas, think will only get a B lehs...
sians, cos i dun really know how to do at the back. haiis
then i do finish le, check check check, then SLEEP. xD
so pig lehs me! hahas
then maths test, MUAHAHAHAS!
lols, will get a A!! provided that i dun get killed by my careless mistakes. :P
chinese test! wahhhhh!!! first time i got fill in ALL the blanks sia! LOL
so happy!! :DDDDD
geo test! lols, was okay la, did not study nah, hahas
but at least i know how to do for some cos got do LAST MIN WORK. :DDD
okays okays, DETAILS tmr? hahas
MAYBE! xD

chinese here i come!!! scared! ;)
im going to PULL UP MY SOCKS!
and try to stop wearing ankle socks to sch!!xD
arhhhh, I NEED MORNING CALLS OR SMS!!
cannot be late le!! or else will be recorded in MOE le!
the 9th time le! D;
JIAYOUS TO ME!!! :D

Your Psyche is Yellow

You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance.You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly.Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker. When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor

What Color Is Your Psyche?>

hahas, YELLOW?!
LOL! abit stun huh! haha
but i abit agree for some la. hahasxD
:DD nice luh this one! hahas, i like! lols.

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/">How Rare Is Your Personality?

hmm... strange huh.. i also dunno wat i am and wat they are talking about.. xD
OKAYS! blog LATER! hahas, i go study science first le! :DDD
JIAYOUS PING! here i goo!!!

arhhhh!! not in good mood! D;
so please tolerate if my altitude is sucky. sorry nah...

okays, will try to be HIGH! :D

13th september:

szexiong kor de b'day! hahas, but didn't give him any presents la
BUT me, sufang and zishing got buy hor! is cos he go home early cos gastric pain.
haiis, nvr take care of himself one lor this kor. -_-"
he just break with his gf neh... then he super super super sad and emo...
dunno how to consol him sia! D:
i seriously dunno wat happen sia, nothing is in my head! lols xP

14th september:

FRIDAY!!!hahas, weekends after that!! :X
got drama~~~ got the script and we settle on our sets!:D
was okay la, cos not close to the ppl in set mah, IM NEW! hahas
then abit tio pangseh, but nvm luh.
lols, cos i was watching the casts performing!
then later did some finishing work for the birthday card for kor.
hahas, HE LEFT EARLY! but HENG. ran to him and pass him the card!:D
he said he like the present nah! which is IP zone de collar t-shirt!
hahas, i like sia! i mean the colour la, green and black! weee~~
talked with drama ppl!:D
HOME I GO! sleepy and tired!:D

okays, i go learn for MATHS AND HMT TEST LE!
bybye!! piang, eyes closing! how to study sia. xD
nvm, MUST JIAN CHI DAO DI!:D
way to go!!! NIGHTS AND SWEET DREAMS TO ALL!:D

no one know anything& i dun intend to tell anything.hurt?maybe.

weee~~ im back again!! hahas:DD

11th september:

nothing much nah, hahas.
got chinese supprementary! hahas
wah piang! cher suddenly tell us about her childhood sia!
hahas, so fun nah! then hor, she say in the past, the lizards hor,
they see got lizards egg right, they will go take then wait for it to hatch one.
hahas, then got one uncle, 3 days come to their house one time de
the uncle will see if they got baby lizards la, if got, he will go to the kitchen(cos they say in the past, the ppl all very close de, so go other ppl house like go ownself de house like that.) then take salted vegetable hor, then he go take the BABY, i mean really is just BABY lizard then later he go put the baby lizard into the vegetable, then HE SWALLOW THE WHOLE THING LEH!!!!
LITERALLY JUST GULPED IN SIA!! OH MY TIAN!!! SO DISGUSTING!! then my cher and her childhood friends still down there wahhhh, like very fascinated like that sia! OMG!! so damn ER XIN!!
when i heard this hor, I NEARLY PUKE!! DOWN THERE OMG-ING LA! wth sia! somemore he nvr kill the lizard lehs! just swallow!! omgomgomg!! okays, I DUN WAN THINK ABT IT LE!
STOPPPP!! then cher still say, if dun have lizards, he will go to the chicken la, those going to hatch egg de la, hahas, cos they will make alot of noise when they wan lay eggs that time la, like wan tell the whole world like that! hahahs, xD
he will go wait there for the chicken to lay egg hor, then he faster take the eggs, with the shells haven harden nah, then he go pour wine then he go pour the egg inside and he drink it lehs! wah laos, THE UNCLE SO BIAN TAI SIA! EAT THOSE STRANGE STRANGE DE THINGS!! omgomgomg, fainting la! hahas, after that go eat eat. OMG! dun feel like eating anything sia! no appetitide!! LOL. :X
then later go home and all luh.

12th september:

NOTHING!hahas
okays, DRAMA!! :DD
we going to have a script to perform for the primary schools students la
forget wat school le... xD
were giving roles that time. hahas
instructor sharon ask, who die die wants to act?
lols, I WAN THINKING OF RAISING UP MY HANDS!
hahas, but i not DIEDIE want to act mah. so nvr raise lor.
IN THE END, SO REGRET LA! LOL!
then jerlere(forget how to spell his name le) go choose me to his group sia!
which is SETS la, hahas, OMG! but is nice la, sets hor, can carry heavy things nah!
muahahhahhas! i can exercise by that! xDD
then later discuss and all! hahas:D
home was after that. seriously, im freaking tired, but got freaking lots of hw. HAIIS..

okays, i go study tests le! so guai right! muahahhas! :P
good luck to me for tmr de geo and sci test!! WEEE~~ im going to score high for sci and a pass for geo! xD
APPLE IS GOING TO WIN! :DDD
GOODNIGHT! SWEET DREAMS! TAKECARE
AND HAVE A NICE DAY TMR! :DD

no one knows me.im putting on a disguise all these long.no one finds out, anyways.
smile is the only thing i can do now.

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!! ARGHH!!! super FREAKING BUSY!

not enough sleep nah!! awww...

okays, i LONGLONGLONG time nvr post le!! need to UPDATE!

hahas, jiayous! going to blog as much as i can! muahahahhas! :DDD


last sat! wah piang, so long ago..-_-"
8th september:


hmm... went to tian guo!! hahas, to LIAOYUAN!!! :DDDD
got ching yeoh, rong sheng, xue yi, xue jing and me!
then at first is meet at jurong east de, then later my cousin suddenly wan come
then wait for her lor. hahas, then after that travel to tian guo.
OMGOMGOMG!!!! when we at the last stop hor, i mean reach the stop goin to tian guo one
i wan tap my card to go out, then cannot lehsss!!!!!!!
OH MY TIAN!! cos i stay in the mrt too long le, for more than 2 hours sia! ahhas
then i cannot go out, cos the time limit is 2 hours mah.
hahas, then go the machine, suddenly got one person from the control centre
talk to me nah! hahas, abit chua tio, then later he tell me wat to do and all la
hahas, FINALLY GET OUT! so exciting lehs! muahahahhas! xD
then walk to tian guo!:DD long time nvr go le! kinda miss the place! :D
cut things AGAIN! hahas, use penknife~ hahas, dunno why, i nowadays like penknife alot sia! hahas, dun get the wrong idea, im not sick in the mind to cut myself. hehes. :X no offence too.
end at 6, then aihua jiejie came to fetch all the kun dao(females) home! ;DD
weeee~~~ FREE RIDE NEH! hahas. SO TOUCHED! i mean she come to fetch us la.
MILLION THANKS TO AIHUA JIE! WEEEEE~~~
super tired luh! hahas, went home just straight away BOOM on my lovely bed~aww~ so nice!

9 september:

BU XI BAN!!! hahas, nothing much la
just the normal, FUN AND LAUGHTER!:DDD
hmm... watch a video! IS NICE!:D meaningful!
then keep the chairs, hahas, ask him if he wanna sit
lol, he nvr hear me clearly nah! hahas
then later i wan take the chair he go stop me say
cannot take i wan sit de! hahas!
so cute nah, the expression! hahas :X
then go home le. walking back to home from plaza that time, didi wanna buy drink from the vending machine, hahas, then he ask me if i wan then i say anything, then he just buy 2 drinks nah, then i talking on phone with cecilia mah, wanna ask her sth, then later didi help me open my canned drinks neh!! SO SWEET OF HIM!! he open his le, then he pass to me say, nah, take, i open the other one. WAHHHHH~~~~ i down there stun lehs! hahas, BIG BIG BIG HUGS TO DIDI!! :D
then jinxiang came to my house to study mah, omg, hahas, we were more of playing the com than studying. xD then she went home, i chiong my homeworks! hahas, TIRED! i need SLEEP!T.T, and hor, cos not enough sleep then i keep on eating, I GREW FATTER!!! OMGOMGOMG!! I FEEL LIKE FAINTING!! wah laos, then i nvr grow tall neh!!! arhhh!! I WAN GO JUMPJUMPJUMP!! hahas, I NEED HOCKEY! to exercise! hahas, IM SO FAT! lols xD
my weight:50kg
my height:161cm

10 september:

MONDAY!! SCHOOL! argh! dun like to go! hahas. xD
SKIP! i dun rmb anything la. hahas

okays, i think i go sleep le nah, my eyes, wah piang, PAINPAINPAIN! HAHAS!:DD
NIGHTS AND SWEET DREAMS!MISSES!

i feel like giving up. i dun even have a chance to start with.
bye. saying for the last time, or not?

PICTURES!!

eating fish and chips at surf&turf. =)
woo~~ me and sujun jiejie!!:DDD
left: tong jiejie, sujun jiejie, me! COUSIN ROCKS! but xiang jiejie not in.):
me! with a i forget the name de game de character!xP
me again!!! different character of the same game! xD

the friday trip with my cousins!!! WEEE~~~ but no xiang jiejie in the pic!
cos she dun wan take pictures nah!! awww
not niceeee!! BUISH** xD
TAKECARES TO ALL!!
I MISS IRIS JIEJIE!!!
bybye! x33

oh, daxiong korkor de birthday coming leeee!!!!
HOWHOWHOW?!
i dunno wat to buy!
ask andy korkor today, he suggested belt or shirt,
i was like?! belt?! hahas, like strange strange de nah! hahahs
so chose shirt, maybe sharing with sufang and zishing or ownself buy
BUT!!!!
very expensive nah! cos was thinking IP ZONE de clothes mah
sians, I DUNNO KORKOR DE TASTE!!!
argh!!! dun like buying presents!!!
SO FREAKING MAFAN!!!
wanna ask him, but like, he will know sia.. zzzz
then he nowadays, DAMN DAMN DAMN EMO!
see his nick, u also scared tio!
think something happen to him and dasao....
kinda of consol him during chinese lesson with sufang,
send him msg luh, i mean
me and sufang: kor... fang and ping here... u dun sad le.. birthday coming le.. Must cheer u okay..wat happen to u and dasoa? cos ur msn nick.. fang tmr then can sms u..
kor:ok le lar... nth don nid worry so much..?
us: are u sure? u sound so not good leh.. wanna share? we can be ur listening ear.. :)
kor:ok... mei shi de.. my beloved meis...
us: haha.. u say de hor.. hmm.. if got problems can come to us and pour out ur troubles.. we will listen to u de! jiayous!
kor:haha.. ok.. love ur lot lot...
piang, i was thinking of telling him, hahas, okays, my hair stand le! lolxP
cos its very strange la! hahas. but sufang already immune to it le.. lols
okaysokays, stop my crap.
BYBYE!

7th September:


went for DnT in the morning! hahas, from 9 until 1!
4 whole hours! wow!
lols, i stand for whole 4 hours! hahas, cos the cher say cannot sit sia! hahas
then stand lor, he say sit then will slow down my speed..lol
help jinxiang and xiling and all luh. hahas, was fun :D
then continue my MODEL! IM SO SLOW! hahas, then later chiong quite fast! hahas
make the plastic le! woooo~ i finally manage to get to the actual thing! hahas.
then hor, wah piang! daryl suddenly come with a injured hand sia! piang!
bleeding sia! the machine cut his hand! OMG~ SO SCARY~
then ask him go see cher he down there act cool say nvm de la, just give me plaster. -.-"'
feel like cutting off his finger then see if he still can say, nvm de la. zzzz, pushed him to cher nah, then cher give him first aid, hahas. DUN ACT STRONG!
then i go cut, WAH LAOS! SO SCARY! hahas, but cut plastic still okay la
go cut the metal like SHIT LEHZ! lols, so damn freaking NOISY! then the metal
keep on jump sia! hahas, then tried my best to press it down! wah laos!
u know hor, the metal is a conductor of heat mah, (sci in process) then the heat
the machine produce make until the metal also very hot sia! lols x)
then i cut slots, WTH-.-" all slanted! make the slots bigger and bigger.
in the end, still not big enough for the interlocks! hahas, so stupid la! lols
then need to do alot of steps sia! so mafan! but is SUPER FUN LA!
use the penknife then like wan to cut my hand like that! lols xD
so scary la! hahas :P finish abit! hahas, so happy! hehes

went back to aunt house and go out with my COUSIN! (note that they are all chio bu!)
i hear whistling~ :D (cos im whistling! xP)
went with sujun jiejie and tong jiejie to forget where le to buy ink, later went to suntec to meet xiang jiejie, cos she working at suntec.. then went to eat eat dinner!
lols, we were abit like lesbians luh, cos hold hands or go hold each other de arms. lol!
then go the surf and turf to eat? think the name is like that bah.. lols
then the minute i walk in, heard the song, 'Because of you'. wah piang!hahas, reminds me of him! lols, cos rmb got one time he put this song as his ringtone. xD
then heard the song, perfect from simple plan!! HAHAS, ME AND SUJUN JIEJIE NEARLY JUMP UP! we were like, OMG! MY FAVOURITE SONG! hahas! so funny!
TALKED! so funny!! hahas, my lame lame cousins! they rawks!!
then later, tong jiejie de boyfriend come! lols, in the car hor, tong jiejie was feeding her bf
then later, he was driving! ahhas, i go tell sujun jiejie, see the two person in front! so sweet like married couples!xD
was discussing where to go in the car, cos i cannot go home too late mah, then they thinking of somewhere near panjang, so i can reach home early. hahas, went to yishun the starbucks in the end, the shopping centre was called NORTHPOINT. if im not wrong la, hahas.
in the end, change location, cos all dun wan to drink anything mah, too full le lor.. hehes..
then xiang jiejie abit fed up, cos she work until very long, then very tired mah, her leg also very numb le... then we keep on walking.. SORRY! cos i need to go home early, then make them dunno where to go better... SO SORRY!!D;
in the end, they chose to go to the seaside, i dunno is where de la, but the opposite of the sea is malaysia le, hahas :DD
jiejies began to ask me questions luh! lols, they wan to know wat is happening to me now le, and all la, abt someone the most lor! hahas :X
told them quite alot of things, but not all :P
then was abit emo-ing la.. hahas, so kns sia! i abit shen jing bing nowadays le! xD
went home after that! SERIOUSLY, ITS FUN! in my life of 13 years, the first time i go out with my cousin sia! hehes :DDDD
reach home when going to 11pm le, hahas.. talk with my the other cousin for a while then POOM on the bed, was freaking tired! lols.

PICTURES!!!

RETARDSS!! LOVE THEMM!! junamy, cecilia, me , rani! LOVES

junamy acting retard, i was looking blur!only rani and sufang looks normal. :D

left: suat kee, sufang, rani, junmay, sherrill!! CREDITS GO TO ME!

me and rani zilian-ing with her camera!lols!

this is the table picture!lols i look 100% RETARD! xD

pictures for the teachers day one thrusday and friday! lols! HAVE A NICE DAY! BYBYE

i miss them!!! & him of cos! lols :P LOVES!

5th September:

hmm... went to bugis!! with aunt to buy dress...
hahas, i dun wear nah! but nvm la, is for my cousins de wedding.
one is at two weeks later and one is end of year!
hahas, then bought two dress..
is that kind that u need to wear shirt inside of the dress de!:D
quite nice luh. xD
but dun think i will wear it out so seldom. hehes
then later aunt went back home to cook. sujun jiejie came!lols
to accompany me go choose bag! hahas, wanted a sling bag!
but in the end, shop for nearly 6 hours and bought nothing except the dress!
lols, abit sad luh. hahas, then jiejie go buy a shirt and a bag! lols.
more like i accompany her than she accompany me sia! lols!
went back, feel like dying! lols, so tired! leg cramp! hahas. :DD

6th September:

went to sch! to have sci practical test! hahas, korkor go say dun go and explode the whole sch down! lols, so crap nah! as if i will! but its seriously very funny! lols!
then after that went for DnT supprementary! woooo~~
so nice! hahas, BUT IM THE SLOW ONE! lol
cos i haven do out my model! while the other ppl are already doin out the exact product! :(
chiongggg!!! hahas, but haven finish! Dx
went home at abt 5 to 6 luh! hahas... my hand is like PAIN!! muscle pain!!
cos i using penknife all the way.. zzz... then need to cut the THICK THICK cardboard!
for like 2 hours?! wahlaos, i was working NON-STOP!lols
hahas, but was fun!!hehes HOMEHOMEHOME! tired tired tired!! sleep sleep sleep!! :DDDD

postpostpost!! weeeeee!


4th September:


did NOTHING! okays, i was WOOING back my dears and sweethearts!
lol, anime to be exact! long time nvr watch le! hahas, so miss!!
miss alot of episode! manage to woo back quite alot.
ermz, bleach miss 3 episode?
D.Greyman miss, 3 also
naruto! ahhhhh! i miss like, 3 to 4?
zzz... miss naruto!
darker than black miss 3!
okays, anime freak back to action! manage to woo back, darker than black and D.Greyman!:DD

i miss miss miss him luh!
he sounds so tired... i dunno wats going on with me la! its like,im just angry with him sia.. cos, i nvr sms him then he will not? stupid.. zzz.. then sms him yesterday when i finally cannot tahan le nah.. then is like, said nothing huh...we like, so quiet nah, haiis.
maybe is cos he too tired le bah.. then i still abit irritated with him when he like, i dunno la! i see his msg.. then strange strange de...
suddenly like wanna scold him.. sians, wats goin on with me sia?!
he also nvr do anything leh! aiyooo.. in the end, i really cannot tahan his msg le.. just said i wanna go off with cousins and bybye...
PIANG, WHY I DO THIS SIA?!
later is he got problems then how? then i still show him atitude like that zzzz, im feel so irritated with myself luh! he tired lehs, not his fault right? then i still like go disturb him?
sians... at first, was angry with him luh, SUPER i mean... cos he like dun care le nah.. but think think le, is not bah..
then today... msg him when i was at tian guo.. when i was liaoyuan-ing..
he reply 2 and i send 3 luh, hahas.. then is like i send my last msg at, 5 plus..
now already 10pm... 5 hours have just gone.. and he haven reply..
shuan le.. im tired of waiting for his.. reply.. wasting my time nah, and money.
im seriously sad huh.. sians.. wanna scold him! but i cant..
cos there is NO reasons for me to scold him... and he is NOT in the fault luh! maybe he is just busy luh... how i wish.... i can just THROW HIM TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD!
im thinking of him almost every minute! WAT IS THIS?! zzzz
im goin crazy!!! then dunno why, heart hurts... feeling hard to breathe? zzz
then is like, i sad until i wanna vomit? sians, i think is my stomach got problem bah..
im putting on a mask on everyone that sees me. im acting happy when im sad.
i can just laugh when in crying deep down. cos, i dun wan anyone to know.
but, sometimes, i wish that he knows.. hahas, but i dun have the courage to tell him or anyone.
this is PLAIN stupid. hearttt brokennn. i feel like crying, but i did not, tears are falling deep down in my heart. no one knows, NO ONE EVEN CARE. i use smile to COVER EVERYTHING.
hatred? NO. love? YES. bybye, i feel like crying out EVERYTHING. let me cool down.. and cry by my own. dun smile, cos i dun feel like, i wanna take off my mask just this once. where no one is looking. wishing that cheerful me will be back. bye, seriously, BYE. MAYBE im better off without u. but i dun wan, i need u. tell me if u got stead already kays? dun make me find out on my own. jiayous.

okays... i did NOT post anything yesterday!!zzz

posting something CREEPY here!( to me luh)

after crosscountry hor, i went back to my class 1/8 for a while to go and put my things luh, then i ran all the way mah.. LEG NUMB AFTER THAT. :/
then i running to 1/8 that time, will see 1/6 de wat, then i saw saw saw saw!!!!!
someone in 1/6! i mean its like, the person which is a boy? was sitting at one of the window seat..
PIANG. he nvr on the lights, nvr on fan then dark dark down there.. somemore the whole of old block de 2nd floor dun hav anyone sia! cos all go home after cross le... only him and a lock the hall door de uncle.. then he sit there, like doing nothing and just staring into nothingness sia! i abit stun when i see him la, that time also abit scared of him.. xD
at that point of time i just wanna get out of second floor la... put my things super fast luh!
ran out of 1/8, OMG, IM STUPID LEH!! i go turn around to look again then HE TURN AND LOOK AT ME! seriously, i cannot see his face.. maybe its too dark or wat la.. zzzz
RAN back to the hall uncle! so scary of him!
then went down to meet sherrill.. told her everything, she say im scaring her luh, cos she is in 1/6 and somemore her sit is the window sit luh! hahas, then i say, okaysokays, i think i saw wrongly or the guy is just some weirdo la... or he is having detention la, then she go scold me, please la, who will be having detention after some crosscountry and when there is no teacher?!
then i nothing to say luh.. then she say her class de ppl also not so weird de nah..
sians, lol, tried to consol her not to be scared of my words in the end she scold me. zzz -.-"
nevermind! lols. think is my imagination or some crazy guy bah...

NEXT! RESULTS!

SUBJECT CA2 ave mark Grade

ENGLISH 68.6 B3
higher CHINESE 71.7 A2
MATHEMATICS 80.0 A1
SCIENCE 81.8 A1
GEOGRAPHY
(revised) 53.0 C6
HISTORY
(revised) 80.0 A1
LITERATURE(E) 71.1 A2
DESIGN &
TECHNOLOGY 64.9 B4
VISUAL ARTS 66.0 B3

REMARKS: hongping is a RESPONSIBLE class monitor, and is HELPFUL and CARING towards her peers. keep up the good work! IT WILL BE BETTER IF SHE CAN COME TO SCHOOL ON TIME EVERY MORNING!

OMG! u see in front the comments like so nice hor! THEN AT THE BACK?!
okays la.. i everytime late for school.. lol.. this year already 8 times le.. xP

results not so good huh.. lols, especially GEO!! zzz
wanna die seeing that subject.. sians... BUT!
aihui jiejie say she goin to teach me geo!!
wooooo~~~
:DDD someones goin to save my geoo!!
art is OMG de.. lols, so nvr thought of improving it luh..xD
didi still go show off in front of me say, his art he got 80 plus...
zzzzz, i know his art good luh! from small until now...
sians! he still go say, who ask u dun go learn art properly! DX
okays, he snatching computer with me le!
hahas, off i go! BYBYE!

forget how to link ppl! :D

TO ALL!

ermz, those who wanna me to link ur hor, must wait sia..
cos i kinda of.. ermz.. forget how to link ppl then got the name there..
LOL, PAISEHHH!!! my short term memory is real serious de!
SO MUST BEAR WITH ME! xD
will link and tag ur as soon as i remember how to link!
hahas, okays, i know im stupid enough to forget how to link luh!
but i SERIOUSLY dun rmb le nah!
okaysokays, i go sch sch sch le!
to have my sci practical test and DnT remedial?
GOOD LUCK TO ME!

wahhh, i abit lost contact with my dear bloggy le neh..zzz

okays, ermz.. friday?

hahas, CROSSCOUNTRY! run run run!!chiong arhhh!!!
wahhhh.. so tired!! hahas, but was NICE!
I LONG TIME NVR RUN FOR SO LONG DISTANCE LE!!
remind me of HOCKEY in BPPS... haiis.. miss....
okays, i think that my running deteriorate!!! (this word is korkor tell me de, opposite meaning of improve. THANK YOU ALOT!)
WTH?! so lan sia!! i came in top 50 ONLY!!
i wan be 25 laaa!!zzzz so stupid lor!! I WAN TOP 25!!!!zzz
nvm, at least got 50.. zzzzz.. but i not happy nahhhh! D;

tiredddd! chunting suddenly sick sia, she say she suddenly not feeling well..
then, PIANG! she suddenly cry saying her head very pain!!
SCARE ME!!! she looks in pain la! i very scared for her at that time sia!
SJAB came to rescue la.. lucky.. then after that, she feel better le..
phew... but, when she sit there that time, i accompany her la,
then angeline came later mah, then chunting straight away go hold her mah..
hahas... i abit feeling extra there... chunting needs angeline more la..
then i sit there like, extra... but also abit sad.. okays, i admit i abit shen jing bing!
lols, sad for wat sia?! hahas, she needs her best friend is correct de wat... :)
so i go whisper to chunting say,
chunting, i go first. told angeline, if need my help just call me, i will fly there =)
i seriously will! :DD

then pei jinxiang to finish her lit, i nvr finish cos i dun wan to do le nah.. zzz
my drawing block lost, then nothing to start with.. sians!
went to lot 1 after that! cos junmay waiting for us! :DDDD
IDIOTS UNITED! almost. i mean.. D;
cecilia chose to go with zishing.. hahas.. nvm bah.. she agree to go with zishing first mah
so cannot suddenly say go with us.. abit sad la, but nvm, she cannot back out her word because of idiots mah.. ;)
but sth stupid happen before that luh.. dun wanna talk abt it! later i emo! xD
but seriously, u two are being affected by that ahlian badly!
i dun wan my good friends to be... chao ah lian... I DUN WAN! ;(

went back to BPPS again.. lol! no cher in sch la.. all went out to CELEBRATE!
hahas, took so zilian pic with RANI!! love her! :DD
then i climb up the table mah.. then they go take! lol! stupid la that photo..
show ur next time, when i got the photos!=D

SKIPSKIPSKIP!

3rd September:

MONDAY! AND THE BEGINING OF HOLIDAYS!!
muahahahhahas! :PPP
went to jurong east de library! to pei ziting to study!
hahas, her PSLE coming soon le! abit worry for her...
she is that type that dun like to study de leh! aiyo...
went with xiling to jurong east library to be exact,
hahas, after pei ziting eat then study again? hahas, we were playing mostly la..
lols xD pei her in the end like harm her sia.. ziting went home around 3 plus..

then jinxiang came!=) go buy movie tickets for DEAD SILENCE!
hahas! very very very nice! but i dun really get the story la..
cos i went out of the movies halfway... to.. help xiling settle some problems...;(
which made me, ermz, kinda of cry? hahas, cos... feeling stupid and like all my fault
then i dun wan to disappoint my parents huh.. scared to disappoint them again..
my aunt also scold me stupid la... AIYA! STUPID LA! I DUN WAN SAY LE! xD
went back to MOVIES! continue to watch luh, before i went in again, i show the person my ticket la.. then she go ask me.. u ok mah? why crying? OMG! THAT WAS LIKE SO SWEET OF HER! i seriously was thinking of hugging her leh!:DDDD
went in told jinxiang everything and we continue watching!
hahas, was nice!=) but, serious! its not so scary la.. only a few parts
EXCITING!! the ghost wan come out that time! PIANG! so EXCITED!
but also SCARED scared la.. lols

after movie, pei jinxiang eat long john! again! hahas..
xiling went home already la, halfway of the movie cos of that problem.
halfway eating, jinxiang suddenly ask me, apple, u think how long can we be best friends?
her qns STUN ME. i down there arh? then say.. i dunno.. but i dun wish to end this friendship la... if wan to say the truth, i treasure this friendship ALOT. even though, sometimes, she can be a little bit irritating and sometimes she is too loud.. but SHES GREAT! ROCKS MY LIFE! LOVE MY LESBO! ;DDD (jinxiang is my lesbo and i suddenly think that gays are okay.)
went back.!(but we are NOT REAL lesbians okays, its call acting!)

went back to aunt hse to find out that, SHE GOT COOK MY DINNER!
OMG?! ate dinner TWICE THAT DAY! im really going to be a FAT PIG if i eat like this sia!but dun wan to waste food sia.. so i force myself to eat! VERYVERYFULL!
talktalktalk with my aunt! love her man! she always listens to me! and i so love her advice!:DD
~HOME SWEET HOME~ means i went back home luh.. :DD
SLEEPPPPPPP! love to sleep alot nah! xDD

its getting toooooo long! i shall end my presentation! bybye!;DD
im goin to blog everyday! i mean i WILL TRY! hehes, so, pls look forward!
(i know my blog is damn damn damn long luh! :X )
lol, reaching 1am in the morning now le.. tmr still got test in sch! BED! HERE I COME!!!
MISSES&LOVES TO ALL!

stupid!

wah piangg!!! i REGRETED
telling him this luh!zzz
now hor, i cannot post anything i wanna write abt him in blog le leh..
cos.. will malu nah! aiyooo..
stupid sia..
then yesterday night, i like say alot of wrong things like that lehs!
siansss... how sia? piang, i wanna type for all i wan abt him!!
zzz... shuan le... i type little nia bah.. xD
okays, post later!
got to go somewhere~
bye! :DD

heyheyhey!!((((=

update update update!!! hehes!
i dun wan to post for sun to wed!
hahas, cos all is PROBLEMS AND CASE, PROBLEMS AND CASE!D;
no mood to talk abt them!
BUT, i wan to thank SUJUN AND XIANG JIEJIE for being there for me!
listening to my stupid PROBLEMS and giving me advice!=)
THANK YOU SOO MUCH!! U TWO ARE SO LOVED BY ME!!
xiang jie, cheerful apple will try to be back to replace the emo apple!
I PROMISE. :D

29th August:


THRUSDAY!sch got performance la, sec one and two.. NICE!=DD
was DAMN HIGH! SCREAMING ALL THE WAYYY~~
then later! RUSH TO BPPS!!
omgomgomg! SO EXCITED LEH!!
but hor, all the ex-bppians who went to cckss hor,
ALL LATE! cos we late dismiss!! SO KNS LEHS!
the meeting teacher time is 1:30 to 2:30 but we dismiss at 4 leh!
so go there already quite late, then meet some friends la
the security guard go tell us, 6 that time can come again..

so we went to plaza walk walk!=D with the IDIOTS! but suat kee nvr come! so not united yet..
went to eat long john!! HAHAS!:DD we were FEEDING each other!! SO NICE! and CUTE LA!suddenly talk abt the old times.. I MISS THE DAYS WE WERE CRAZY!D;
walk here walk there.. hahas, was fun!
cos see last time de GOOD FRIENDS LEH!
I MISS THEM OKAYS! D; dunno when can meet again..
after that, wait until 6, most of them went back home
saying very late le, so not goin back to bpps.. so sad huh.;(

then later junmay, me, cecilia and rani went back to bpps!
YES! WE FINALLY CAN GO IN!!
omgomgomg!! at first is MissSereneAng let us in, then i saw MISS NAADIAH!! omgomgomg!!
I MISS HER!! she saw me and cecilia and she go pinch our cheeks! SO SWEET:DDD
then after that we were running around the sch!=D went to HALL
OMG! I MISS THAT PLACE! we were like standing at the place we always like to sit on then later we ran around the hall SCREAMING: i love u hall! or : i miss u hall!
then after that went outside the library, MISSES!
went to walk the FORBIDDEN STAIRCASE.
cos that one students cannot go walk de mah, then now is after school time
so we go lor.. lol! went to the fitness corner, on the way, I SAW HENGWEN!!
omg!;D HUGS was exchanged!

then went to the parade square...
I MISS THAT PLACE LA! the place were i ALWAYS PLAY HOCKEY!!
try to find my hockey teacher Mr samsuri! MISS HIM ALOTALOT!
although sometimes he very the pervertic.. xDD shhh! dun tell him, or else i get kill by him! later he scream at my ears i die! lol:X
but cannot find him leh.. think he go home le..
at 7pm that time, we go the reading corner ZILIAN for a while.
went home. half way down the stairs to gate B, junmay suddenly ran to us and shout

I SAW MISS NORHANA! OMG. ran to her!! all four of us go hug her!! hahas, then in the end, become FIVE ppl hugging together! SO SWEET!=DD
she said she was waiting for us and all! lols!xD
TALKTALKTALK!! i miss her man! and SHE REMEMBERS MY HANDWRITING!!
cos at first, we got write a letter for her and staple on the board for wishes de la, then she go point out one of the comments and said to me: THIS ONE IS CONFIRM HONGPING'S HANDWRITING! omgomgomg! so stun sia! SHE REMEMBERS!!
hahas, HAPPY!!:DDD

after, went to tuition! chiong la! was super late! tuition starts at 7 and i went at 8?
lols, cos of miss norhana!:DD but i dun mind!:DD
HOME! tired! veryvery!=D sleepppp like a pigggggzzzz
xD
okays, i post abt the next day another time! sorry for this super late and long post!xD
BYBYE!
loveslovesloves MISS NORHANA, BPPS, BPPIANS AND IDIOTS!
missesss!!;D himhimihim! shit! i goin crazy! hahas xD

PICTURES!!!



reflection!!!
all of us are
WET!
from left:
amalina,ezzati,xiling,me!
we rocks~!









me and xiling!
i look like?!?!?!
hahas!;D
xiling is cute~!!!






do i look angry?:X
xiling looks SO CUTE!
our facial expression so dun come tgt!
xD











ZILIAN-ING
i know its like huh?
hahas!;D
wet wet wet!LOL













this pics are took after we play the water on FAMILY DAY!
and was in community centre's toilet to change our clothes!!
hahas!:D post some other time!!!
anyways, i wanna
THANKS AMALINA FOR THE PICTURES!! THANKS LOTS! LOVED!!
LOVES AND MISSES!goodluck~ smile!:DDD

SMiLe!!;D

23rd August:

shit! i hate this day!
morning had 3.2km run which includes 1/5, 1/4, 1/9!
PIANG, I NEARLY DIE LA! SO LONG! but i CHIONG AT THE LAST PART!
so shuang!!! hahas, come in first 20 girls!=) but still very lan! goin to improve!
then 1/8 was in chaos during PC!
they began to play the cheers in camp la.. for dunno wat!
zzz!! in the end mr lee called the whole class to go down to the carpark
to sit down there and he bagan to lecture us.. i wasn't in the class at first cos i go and pass something to sufang and when i come back, they were already on the way to first floor de void deck... STUPID!..
i hate my class la! they are not even guilty and they even made fun of the teacher!
WAT IS THIS LA?! DUN THEY FEEL APOLOGETIC?
they made noise and distrub other class la! i was at 4th floor and i can hear their cheers when they are like at 2nd floor?!
so damn PISSED LA! then they still go complain wat the sunlight is very strong and very hot and all the CRAP la! wth! ITS THEIR FAULT LA! AND YET THEY ARE STILL PLAYING?!
freak la! wat did i do to deserve this kind of class la?!
wah piang.. the more i think the more angry i am and the more sad and disappointed i am with 1/8.. in the end buay tahan... i cried... STUPID RIGHT!this is like the 3RD TIME?!
argh!!... I HATE THIS WEAK ME LA! im going to change for the better!
chiong to toilet.. cos face damn red then cannot stop the tears..
xiling saw and she came with me, after a while sherrill appear...
THANKS FOR CHEERING AND COMFORTING ME UP! to both xiling and sherrill...
I LOVE THEM! =), the only ones i can talk to that time....
i dun care le! im not goin to cry for 1/8 anymore! IM GOING TO BE STRONG!
i admit im stupid! sians... shuan le! i dun wan to think more abt it...

24th August:

friday! had drama and thought abt the family day carnival thing!=D
was great! did some thinking and talks=D
at night went to ten mile junction with an jiang and vanessa to buy the ingredients for tmr de family for 1/8. went closing to 9 but go home at like 10:45? late sia...
damn damn damn sleepy sia! lols, ard 10 i already was half closing my eyes le..
TIREDDD!!! then finish buying went home, watch tv for a while then cannot take it! i go sleep!!
hahasx)

25th August:

FAMILY DAY CARNIVAL!! was nice! me and amalina provides the rice cooker mah
cos we goin to prepare NASI LEMAK! hahas, WAS FUN! at first me and amalina was late! lolsxP then we reach at closing to 8am.. IM SORRY 1/8 FOR BEING LATE! so sorry!
then cook this fry that, prepare this prepare that! hahas! so funny!=)
then not enough long beans, me and jingting went to buy! hahas=D
then hor, i keep on running from 1st floor to 3rd floor sia! cos kitchen at 3rd floor!
so tired leh!!! hahas, BUT WAS FUN! then after clean the basin, I FEEL LIKE KILLING PPL!
dunno which CLEVER ONE go clog the SINK. WTH-.-" i clean until pek chek leh!
jinxiang passed me the thing that can unclog de sink de la.. lols, i dunno the specific name..
then i down there clean clean clean for 1 hour! I CAN BE SUPER WOMAN LE LEH!
hahas, JOKING! =X so TIRED! not enough sleep also mah... hahas
then later 12++ went for drama duty! WAHHH!! SCREAM SIA! hhahas
keep on shouting, BURGERS FOR SALE! DUN MISS MACDRAMA! lols!
then serve ppl, and all la, at ard 2:30 i finally went to play! lols
queue for haunted house la, cos xiling wan play mah.. hahas, then pei her and
alot of ppl lor... LOL.
SO NOT SCARY LA! SO BORED LOR! i only scared of the drakness and how to go out nia leh!
but xiling they all was like SHOUTING?!.. zzz! then i down there hello-ing to the 'ghost' sia!
so damn BORED! went out, found out that whole thing end le! zzz so sians! i only play one game nia leh!=(
still got $6 left sia! so many sia! in the end, i gave the money to school as wat
mdm liu suggested la... hehe..
BUT, we played WATER FIGHT!! hahas, SO NICEEEE!!!
we were sprayingn each other with the water bottles!
hahas, DRENCHED! went home wet wet... DAMN FUN LA!
want to thank amalina's father for fetching me home!
THANKS ALOTALOT!

okays la... i end here.. i wan go sleep sleep le! update tmr!=D BYBYE!
#nights, sweet dreams MISS HIM! LOVES!x33

22nd August:

got drama! got new monolounge! i type out! its quite nice la, to me=)

(4 WEDDINGS AND A FUNERAL)
Matthew: Garreth used to prefer funerals to weddings. He said it was easier to get enthusiatic about a ceremony one had an outside chance of eventually being involved in. In order to prepare this speech, I rang a few people, to get a general picture of how Garreth was regarded by those who met him. Fat seems to be a word most people connected with him. Terribly rude also rang alot of bells. So very fat and very rude seems to have been a stranger's viewpoint. On the other hand, some of you have been kind enough to ring me to tell me that you loved him, which i know he will be thrilled to hear, You remember his fabulous hospitality...his strange experimental cooking. he recipe for 'Duck a la Banana' fortunately goes with him to his frave. Most of all, you tell me of his enormous capacity for joy. When joyful, when joyful for highly vocal drunkeness. But joyful is how i hope you'll remember him that way. The most splendid, replete, big-hearted, weak-hearted as it turned out and jolly bugger most of us ever met. As for me, you may ask how I'll remeber him, what i thought of him. Unfortunately there i don't have word. Perhaps you will forgive me if i turn from my own feelings to the words of another splendid bugger: W.H. Auden. This is actually what i wanted to say:

'Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone
Prevent the dog from barking with a jucy bone.
Slience the pianos and with muffled drum,
Bring out teh coffin...let teh mourners come.

Let the aeroplances circle, moaning overhead,
Scribbling on the sky the message: He is Dead.
Put crepe bows 'round the necks of a public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black, cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East, my West.
My working week and my Sunday rest.
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song,
I thought love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now, put out every one.
Pack the moon and dismantle the sun.
Pour out the ocean and sweep up the wood,
For nothing now can ever come to any good."

END! sad sia! the whole thing... but they are gays la..
this abit disgust me... no offence...

very busy nowadays neh!!
hahas, just changed blogskin..
wanted something simplier... actually choose one i like alot de!
but in the end, change le, cannot see the pattern! SO SAD!=(

okays, i promise that i will post abt the CAMP CHEERS!

at first got the camp fire then need the cheers la

chunting and dinie will shout:
let me hear the champion's cheer,
1/8: siao rojak, siao rojak!
chunting and dinie:
let me hear the champion's cheer,
1/8: siao rojak, siao rojak!
all: xi shua shua, xi shua shua, xi shua shua, woo woo
xi shuashua, xi shuashua, xi shuashua act cute!
(then all act cute- very funny la this part!)

instructor: baby baby i love u
us: Ali baba
instructor: baby baby cant u see
us: Pinocio( dunno spell correct anot)
instructor: baby baby wo ai ni
us: cinderella
instructor: ( i forget the words le...)
us: doidoidoi
instructor: louder!
us: doidoidoi
instructor: LOUDER!
us: doidoidoi
all: den den den den den den den den x3 jia!

next one is
all: i dun wanna be a chicken i dun wanna be a duck so i be a rojak, niam niam niam
( do the same thing and turn to all directions untill finish)

i think thats all for the cheer... but baby one got chinese version de.. but i cannot type in neh! so sad la! the chinese is the one i prefer better de leh! hahas, then all the cheer got action de... if u wan know next time u see me then u ask me do bah! LOL!