I found god, on the corner of first and amistad(?).

Where the west, was all but won.

All alone, smoking his last cigarettes.

I said "where've you been"

He said "ask anything"

Do you know what we're fighting for? Or the pain that we're dying for(?)

(...)

I can feel myself suffocating.

One, 21 guns.

Give up the fight, put down the guns

One 21 guns.

Put up your arms into the the sky.

You and I.

(I think it's all wrong)

blah blah blah.

I miss Adam a lot. D:
Where's my big stage manager? D:

OH MY GODDDD!

I've been so busy. D: WITH OVERDUE HOMEWORKS. D:

*$#^@&((#)@#&(

I seriously need to stop procrastinating.

AND I SLEPT IN MISS CHEN'S CLASS A G A I N!
D:

I was promising myself not to!
Tskkkk! D:

I think Miss chen hates me now. Gah, i'm only concerned about my progress. LOL.
I'm such a bitch right.

There's drama tomorrow. They say i'm too lenient. I agree. No more jokes. No more. I'm really fed up with myself. Why did i make drama's discipline dropped? It's like, drama has NO DISCIPLNE NOW. D: I'm really depressed. I'm going to be firm. D: I don't know how, but i will be. I can't let this go on. Can i? If one day, drama really die, it's my fault. I started this. I'm making drama deteriorate.
I'm a failure as a chairman.

But i want to make the club rainbow thing work. Why am i so incompetent? I seriously should never never become a leader.

This is you.

And I love you. :D

Ordo Exitium says (8:37 PM):
i thought you are capable
and so you must think that you are
HONGPING says (8:37 PM):
LOL
Ordo Exitium says (8:37 PM):
make the hardest of things easy
HONGPING says (8:37 PM):
i'm not
D:
Ordo Exitium says (8:37 PM):
think you are great
no
you should change your thinking
think that you are the best; but don't get over confident haha
think you can do it
and you'll achieve it
think you are good in something and you'll be good in it
HONGPING said (9:05 PM):
mmm
i will try?
: D
Ordo Exitium says (9:06 PM):
sure
You can do
it
You have your friends support
you have your parents support
and most importantly, you have my support
you can get out of your sadness; ignore the hurt and pain inflicted on you
Ordo Exitium says (9:07 PM):
focus on your goal
:D

Ordo Exitium says (1:58 PM):
How do they hurt you milady?
HONGPING says (1:58 PM):
i don't know
LOL
Ordo Exitium says (1:58 PM):
And close friends do not hurt you over and over again
HONGPING says (1:58 PM):
they do
they always do
Ordo Exitium says (1:58 PM):
that ain't no close friends
HONGPING says (1:58 PM):
even if they don't want to.
Ordo Exitium says (1:58 PM):
they are thoughtless friends
HONGPING says (1:58 PM):
they are selfish
LOL
Ordo Exitium says (1:58 PM):
how do they hurt you? argh
selfish?
that ain't not friend no more
HONGPING says (1:58 PM):
i hate it when people don't think for others
they only think for themselves
HONGPING says (1:59 PM):
some action they've done
hahaha
it hurts
like fuck.
and they don't know
they don't fucking know
that's the worse part.

Yongsheng is a good friend.

:D

Chingay! :D

Was fun, but not really as fun as last year. LOL. But i was jumping throughout, so it's okay la. :D

I feel like a pathetic loser at times.

Yeah, just because i don't have an awesome memory to post about every single fucking thing that happen to me doesn't mean that i'm a blockhead asshole. You don't judge me here or there okay, you fucking come and know me well enough before you fucking judge me.

I am pissed. You and your face, i want to scribble on it so badly.

What's a best friend? Fuck you okay, i'm tired of waiting. I'm just going to make the first move. If nothing happens. Yeah, we should fuck off from each other.

I am so fucking pissed.

Popularity is not everything asshole. You cherish people who care for you, not eveyone. Cause you're a fucking human, you can't share your attention to everybody.
Quantity doesn't mean quality.
Glue this into your brains.
Or i'll staple it on for you.

Chingay rehearsal was draggy! D: Wasted 5 hours waiting and doing nothing. D: Tomorrow is the official performance. I'm not excited.

I hate school. I seriously hate school.

Cny?

Hi, i'm awake.

I know it's still early, but yeah, in order to prevent myself from going back to bed. I've decided to use my computer.
LOL.
I have my file right in front of me with the physic workbook, which i'm suppose to do, and the physic notes which i just took out for reference. But, here i am, moving my fingers. LOL.

This year's chinese new year is weird. I didn't get to see a lot of people. Like they've disappeared. It's sad, not to have a family reunion. It doesn't feel like chinese new year at all. And the breaks are short. Pathetically short. I'm going to school later. Like: What? You mean chinese new year holidays are over? O O?!

And i have quite a number of homework undone. GAH. >/

Going to school later.
Go hongping! (D:)

I'm back from malaysia!

This year is weird. ._.
Like, too fast. But it was still good!
:D
hahahhahhaah!

There's like 7 puppies there! New born okay! Oh my goddd, they're adorable! :D hahahhhaha, i'm going to post their pictures!
HAHAHAHA.
When i get their pictures from my cousin!

Anyway, i cut my hair! It's really really short. I can't tie it now. LOL. I look weird, but who cares la! :D I'm happy! :D

Happy happy! :D

:D

Start of a tiger year!
HAHAHAHA.
*roars*

I'm going to solve all the stupid weird problems i have!
:D

I love my friends. :D

Big big hug to
-Andrea, Limin, Eeching, Yatyan, Felicia, Vanessa, Jinxiang, Jiade, Samuel, Nisha and Sherrill!
-Jing yee, Xue yi, Ai hui, Zhi huay and Iris jie!
HAHAHA. You people are the love of my life man! :D
(I have a feeling i missed out someone, but idk who! D:)

& I love drama!
:D

(Andrea: Siqi?)

(hongping: No, it's gabriel! :D)

It's CHINESE NEW YEAR!

: D

and

VALENTINE'S DAY!

hahahahhahhahahha!
:D

I'm dead tired. LOL. Been working non stop since 8 in the morning. D:

Okay, i'm going to try to not swear during CNY.
hahahahahaha!
:D
It's a taboo!

*yawns*

雨过天晴的彩虹是最美的，我的彩虹，又变好了吗?

真的很爱你

2 hours plus of sleep.

How am i going to survive tomorrow?!

DDDDD:!

Stop procrastinating?

Emotions?

This is a post without any link.
I'm just typing what comes into my mind.

I've always wanted to post. Post what? I don't know. I don't feel anything now, it's like i'm a robot. Cool isn't it? I don't even feel the anger. Lol.

I was fascinated today. Mason was really really good in directing my group. :D Gah, i fail as a student director. ... He was so charming! :D I just don't understand why is he so hot and yet he doesn't have a girlfriend. People should be lining up for him, both boys and girls. :D

I guess the rehearsal today was better. Even though it wasn't really good for my group, but it was better than the last time? hahaha, kind of cool and weird i guess. It's like they are having too much fun and i suck at controlling people. Wonder why i'm the chairman. Lol. I guess a lot of people's unhappy that i'm the chairman, but yeah, i'm going to step down soon, so no point in thinking about it.

It used to hurt a lot. Like a lot when i see her. I get so scared. I freak out at the thought of seeing her, i don't know how to face her, or even talk to her. But today, i guess, it shows all. We are not even normal friends already. Lol. I think i'm numb. I hate it when best friends becomes strangers(not my wishful thinking?). But i think i'm taking it quite well. I haven't broke down yet. :D

Physic test today was horrible. Lol. I shouldn't have slept during normal lesson. Should have listened attentively. Should have woke up early and studied. Stupidily, i slept till 6 plus 7. And i was swearing so much early in the morning. What a good way to start my day. When i was almost reaching school, i realise i didn't bring my pe shirt. Oh man, hahaha, sorry Mr Lee. I've been disappointing him a lot. Yeah, his lessons are not really interesting, still, he's my teacher for 4 years. At least some respect from my part?

I should be doing my homework now, but i'm wasting my time into typing this redundant post. I hope i don't have any english error in this post. But there's a high chance there is. Lol.

Drama status: Divorced. I guess she signed the paper too.

Geeeee, i'm sleepy. D:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J28dgghavqs

I guess i am gay, but i think they are hot.
LOL.

I guess i'm into gay guys too.
:D
Should talk to sabrina more.
:D

LOL.
Why are most of my friends crazy over Mason?
._.
Yeah, he is hot. Like HOT.
:D

I just wanna sleep under pressure.

Projection, articulation, emotions, where have they gone to? Show them we don't have to hold the mike. Show them. Please.

Thanks Lesbo for buying food for me everyday and trying to cheer me up.
You're awesome.

Limin, you kuku. Stop being scared. I'm here. :D

I miss shopping with yatyan, jinxiang and vanessa.
Lol.

It's a beautiful lie. It's a perfect deny.

All the right friends in all the wrong places.

Thursdays = Fuck.

O O?!

I can't believe i wanted to cry over an egg!
Oh my god, it's so retarded. I got so pissed off that i wanted to cry.
LOL.

My cravings for eggs have become too serious.
D:
I have to get it under control.
D:

Maybe i should just eat a scrambled egg soon. ._.

When i grow up, i'm going to find a husband who knows how to cook excellent scrambled eggs and meals. LOL. Also, he can do household chores. If not my house is just going to bve a pig sty. LOL.

I need to find someone who can organise me.

I'm so dependant on my loved ones.
D:
Gah.

EGG!

I ate a little bit of egg!
Even though it's just patheticly a tiny piece in the sushi, but i felt.. awwww. I don't know!
LOLLLL.

It was fucking awesome. :D!

But i'm still craving for them. D:

Muse is coming to Singapore!

But I can't go!

OH MANNNNNNN!
DDDDDDDDDD:'

I'm at depression mode.

Cholestrol(?)

I want to eat an egg!!!!!!!
D:
My cravings for eggs have gone so bad that i'm behaving like a 5 year old.
I want an egg.
D:
A scrambled egg.
D:

& B is a retard. :D

I finally reached home.
D:

And i still haven't finish Miss Chen's homework.
I'm just going to get screwed tomorrow.