heyheyhey! okays, IM SLACKING when in suppose to be STUDYING!!

argh! apparently, meng nan( which is dion)'s hardworking pills dun work on me at all!!!

arghhh!!!

okays, i go study history and tmr de chinese test NOW! bybye!

blog next time, I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING!!! argh.

all my friends are slacking like me!! ARHHHH!!

ohmytians!i miss him like crazy!-.-"

need to get my head off him! arhhhh..i cant!D;

piang, have been waiting for his sms like, 3 days?!

haiis..

irritated>immune>sick and tired>stop.

im scared of this process le!D:

now im at the immune and sick and tired de part le!

haiis... eoy comes first! so hongping! stop thinking abt him!

its only 3 days!

bybye ppl! nights!!!~

(my overseas friend's mum just pass away... D; sad for him... im stuned.. god bless his family...)

okays, I NEED TO BLOG! hahas, or else, i will be blogging very very long post again lehs!
hahas. :D

friday is my first paper! hahas, HCL: higher chinese language.
DIFFICULT! :/
but MANAGE to finish last MINUTE! hahas
so lucky of me? lols:DD
then do abit of DnT. hahas, things happen, but lazy to type. :X
dun blame me worrr~~ xD

then saturday!! muahahahhas! I LOVE THIS DAY!:DDD
NO school!!
then went to fotang to LIAOYUAN for
SHI ZUN CHENG DAO 60TH ANNIVERSARY!!!
hahas, then jue de got stall!:DDDD
some of the youth go help with decorating the stall WHICH INCLUDES ME!!!
but hor, they say only can have maximum of 10 people!
then jue de, OMG, hahas, have like 11 to 12 ppl? lols
unfair hor!:X but we also dunno mah, so cannot blame!hehes
back to the main topic.
MUAHAHHAHAS!xD
NICENICENICENICE!:D
we make the banner, and all la! hahas, so fun neh!
cut this cut that! xD
i abit sick in the mind! lol:X
the whole thing start at 12 and ends at 6? lols
dun really rmb le nah
but i know i go home at 7! hahas, was waiting for the JUDGES!
cos is alot of deshu come decorate their stalls mah, then got judges to give points nah!:D
so tired neh! hahas, but was super super super nice!:D
then aihua jiejie come at last minute to pass us sth la
then go home at time, my cousin also with me, then aihua jiejie ask if wanna her to fetch us home. then i down there wan say YES! I WAN!!!hahas :X
but rongsheng korkor carry alot of things.. HAIIS, so nvm lor
let him have the free ride. haahs
at first andy korkor was like wan me to have free ride la, hahas, but in the end, i push it away! lols, sorry nah, make u waste ur energy! but super appreciate that u tried to help me nah!:D
THANKS ALOT!:DDDD
then HOME I GO!:D

okays, very late le.. i need to go SLEEP! hahas
these few days keep on sleep late late, then no energy for lessons. D;
I NEED HARDWORKING PILLS!! and, SOMEONE, PLEASE IF U HAVE A HARDWORKING NOTE, WRITE TAN HONGPING INTO IT! THANK YOU!:DDDD
bedbedbed was all i can think of now! muahahhas! xP
NIGHTS PPL!

zhudaddy: u cheer up nah! at least she never avoid u! and i think ur mum is for your own good or her mood not good bah.. dun sad le kays, god is not unfair. u have me! this nuer!:D

jianfeng: dun sad le nah! this best friend and best listener and best shuan-er here for you lehs! later u sad i also sad how? try to tolerate longer? muahahhas!, i dun wan to lose our bet! i think i better go add her in friendster!xD cheating in process. SO CHEER UP!:D

siying: im behind u! u can come to me ANYTIME!:D free of charge de neh! so cannot be choosy hor!xD they are just being lame! dun care if they hate u nah! its THEIR PROBLEM! just think of ppl that love u, LIKE ME! hehes, im ur friend! wat are friends for? :D

this post is dedicated to:

CHENG JUNMAY aka idol &

SHERRILL SEET aka laopo &

NG SIQI aka zhu daddy.

MILLION THANKS TO YOU GUYS!:D

for hearing me out AND CHEERING ME UP!

CHEER UP KAYS,

IDOL: hahas, find me anytime! i love to listen to my idol! IDIOTS HERE FOR YOU!:D

LAOPO: thanks for trying ur best to listen to me and cheer me up! I LOVE UR CUTENESS & patience!!:D

ZHU DADDY: nuer here to listen to wat u have to say!:D ur lameness is much appreciated by me!:D

and to those who tried to cheer me up!:D

THANKS!

love ur alot!:D

APPLE WILL TRY HER VERY BEST TO CHEER UP!:DD

jiayous in EOY~~~

posting tmr! xP i too lazy le! xD

useless useless useless useless useless useless useless. CONTINUE.

IM USELESS.

cant ur just shut ur BLOODY MOUTH AND STOP ALL THE QUARRELLS?
wat is this? WHY DO UR HAVE TO QUARRELL?
ITS LIKE NO USE? I THOUGHT THAT WAS GOIN TO HELP U ALL KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER AND LEARN TO ACCEPT EACH OTHER?
BUT IT BECAME WORSE!
WHY WHY WHY?!

I HATE ALL OF U.
HATRED. ALL OF U ARE MAKING ME SICK AND TIRED.
exams is here. and u are doin this USELESS THINGS
AND IM THE MOST USELESS ONE. I CANT DO ANYTHING OR STOP ANYTHING.
I HATE MYSELF THE MOST.

CANT UR JUST PATCH UP FOR THE SAKE OF ME?!
THIS USELESS APPLE HERE.

U SUCKS! PLEASE STOP BEING SO BAISED!
IM THINKING OF DISOWNING OUR RELATIONSHIP!
WAT IS THIS LUH?
cos im ugly and U HAVE TO BE SO BAISED?
I HATE PPL LIKE U.
I DID ALL THE WORK. U DID NOT ASK WHO AND U JUST THANK HER AND HER.
WAT ABT ME? THREE OF US DID STH, AND U THANK HER AND HER ONLY?
WAT IS THIS? TREATING ME SO COLD? FUCK OFF THEN.

IS SHE LYING? OR NOT?
CAN WE DUN SOLVE THAT STUPID PROBLEM?
I DUN WAN TO KNOW THAT SHES LYING.
IT HURTS, EVEN TO THINK OF IT.

IM HURT. BY ALL THESE BLOODY NONSENCE.
im feeling helpless. i ACTING HAPPY WHEN IM NOT.
NO ONE KNOWS. AND HERE I AM, TYPING ALL THOSE OUT.
COS NO ONE KNOWS that im freaking desperate now.
maybe its because that my acting is way too good.
which is good.
no one knows me AT ALL. all of them only thinks for themselves.
THEY ARE SO NOT SENSITIVE.
and expect me to care for them when they are sad.
IM A STUPID HUMAN TOO. I NEED CARE TOO.
im not some supergirl, im not powerpuff girls.

concentrate on my exams! throw all the problems away.
i did try, but, it was no use.
suddenly, fotang ppl is like the most GOOD ppl i will ever meet.:D
I MISS THEM. where no quarrells is on and only
FUN AND LAUGHTER.
and of cos my cousins and idiots. :D

bye. end my life.

wah piang! tmr HCL EXAMS!!! hahas, NO CONFIDENCE! cos i dunno wat to study!!
sians! D;

im going to SKIP SKIP SKIP!!!
hahas, cos I DUN RMB ANYTHING!!! -_-"

tuesday and wednesday got DnT!! hahas, tried to finish my model!lols
but hor, wednesday after sch i go do mah, then i go BUFFING.
OMG! i accidentally DROP THE THING! then the archelic BREAK! wth!!!
haiis, so thinking of remake la, lols, but cher today tell me no need, can glue back.
SO DAMN FREAKING LUCKY! lols!
I HATE BUFFING!! so scary! hahas.

wednesday and thrusday had test nah! hahas!
eng test that time, test half way, too tired le
I FALL ASLEEP LEHS!!! OH MY GOD!
hahas, then when i wake up, only got 15mins left!!!
hahas, CHIONG!!!
then sci test hor, hahas, think will only get a B lehs...
sians, cos i dun really know how to do at the back. haiis
then i do finish le, check check check, then SLEEP. xD
so pig lehs me! hahas
then maths test, MUAHAHAHAS!
lols, will get a A!! provided that i dun get killed by my careless mistakes. :P
chinese test! wahhhhh!!! first time i got fill in ALL the blanks sia! LOL
so happy!! :DDDDD
geo test! lols, was okay la, did not study nah, hahas
but at least i know how to do for some cos got do LAST MIN WORK. :DDD
okays okays, DETAILS tmr? hahas
MAYBE! xD

chinese here i come!!! scared! ;)
im going to PULL UP MY SOCKS!
and try to stop wearing ankle socks to sch!!xD
arhhhh, I NEED MORNING CALLS OR SMS!!
cannot be late le!! or else will be recorded in MOE le!
the 9th time le! D;
JIAYOUS TO ME!!! :D

Your Psyche is Yellow

You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance.You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly.Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker. When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor

What Color Is Your Psyche?>

hahas, YELLOW?!
LOL! abit stun huh! haha
but i abit agree for some la. hahasxD
:DD nice luh this one! hahas, i like! lols.

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/">How Rare Is Your Personality?

hmm... strange huh.. i also dunno wat i am and wat they are talking about.. xD
OKAYS! blog LATER! hahas, i go study science first le! :DDD
JIAYOUS PING! here i goo!!!

arhhhh!! not in good mood! D;
so please tolerate if my altitude is sucky. sorry nah...

okays, will try to be HIGH! :D

13th september:

szexiong kor de b'day! hahas, but didn't give him any presents la
BUT me, sufang and zishing got buy hor! is cos he go home early cos gastric pain.
haiis, nvr take care of himself one lor this kor. -_-"
he just break with his gf neh... then he super super super sad and emo...
dunno how to consol him sia! D:
i seriously dunno wat happen sia, nothing is in my head! lols xP

14th september:

FRIDAY!!!hahas, weekends after that!! :X
got drama~~~ got the script and we settle on our sets!:D
was okay la, cos not close to the ppl in set mah, IM NEW! hahas
then abit tio pangseh, but nvm luh.
lols, cos i was watching the casts performing!
then later did some finishing work for the birthday card for kor.
hahas, HE LEFT EARLY! but HENG. ran to him and pass him the card!:D
he said he like the present nah! which is IP zone de collar t-shirt!
hahas, i like sia! i mean the colour la, green and black! weee~~
talked with drama ppl!:D
HOME I GO! sleepy and tired!:D

okays, i go learn for MATHS AND HMT TEST LE!
bybye!! piang, eyes closing! how to study sia. xD
nvm, MUST JIAN CHI DAO DI!:D
way to go!!! NIGHTS AND SWEET DREAMS TO ALL!:D

no one know anything& i dun intend to tell anything.hurt?maybe.

weee~~ im back again!! hahas:DD

11th september:

nothing much nah, hahas.
got chinese supprementary! hahas
wah piang! cher suddenly tell us about her childhood sia!
hahas, so fun nah! then hor, she say in the past, the lizards hor,
they see got lizards egg right, they will go take then wait for it to hatch one.
hahas, then got one uncle, 3 days come to their house one time de
the uncle will see if they got baby lizards la, if got, he will go to the kitchen(cos they say in the past, the ppl all very close de, so go other ppl house like go ownself de house like that.) then take salted vegetable hor, then he go take the BABY, i mean really is just BABY lizard then later he go put the baby lizard into the vegetable, then HE SWALLOW THE WHOLE THING LEH!!!!
LITERALLY JUST GULPED IN SIA!! OH MY TIAN!!! SO DISGUSTING!! then my cher and her childhood friends still down there wahhhh, like very fascinated like that sia! OMG!! so damn ER XIN!!
when i heard this hor, I NEARLY PUKE!! DOWN THERE OMG-ING LA! wth sia! somemore he nvr kill the lizard lehs! just swallow!! omgomgomg!! okays, I DUN WAN THINK ABT IT LE!
STOPPPP!! then cher still say, if dun have lizards, he will go to the chicken la, those going to hatch egg de la, hahas, cos they will make alot of noise when they wan lay eggs that time la, like wan tell the whole world like that! hahahs, xD
he will go wait there for the chicken to lay egg hor, then he faster take the eggs, with the shells haven harden nah, then he go pour wine then he go pour the egg inside and he drink it lehs! wah laos, THE UNCLE SO BIAN TAI SIA! EAT THOSE STRANGE STRANGE DE THINGS!! omgomgomg, fainting la! hahas, after that go eat eat. OMG! dun feel like eating anything sia! no appetitide!! LOL. :X
then later go home and all luh.

12th september:

NOTHING!hahas
okays, DRAMA!! :DD
we going to have a script to perform for the primary schools students la
forget wat school le... xD
were giving roles that time. hahas
instructor sharon ask, who die die wants to act?
lols, I WAN THINKING OF RAISING UP MY HANDS!
hahas, but i not DIEDIE want to act mah. so nvr raise lor.
IN THE END, SO REGRET LA! LOL!
then jerlere(forget how to spell his name le) go choose me to his group sia!
which is SETS la, hahas, OMG! but is nice la, sets hor, can carry heavy things nah!
muahahhahhas! i can exercise by that! xDD
then later discuss and all! hahas:D
home was after that. seriously, im freaking tired, but got freaking lots of hw. HAIIS..

okays, i go study tests le! so guai right! muahahhas! :P
good luck to me for tmr de geo and sci test!! WEEE~~ im going to score high for sci and a pass for geo! xD
APPLE IS GOING TO WIN! :DDD
GOODNIGHT! SWEET DREAMS! TAKECARE
AND HAVE A NICE DAY TMR! :DD

no one knows me.im putting on a disguise all these long.no one finds out, anyways.
smile is the only thing i can do now.

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!! ARGHH!!! super FREAKING BUSY!

not enough sleep nah!! awww...

okays, i LONGLONGLONG time nvr post le!! need to UPDATE!

hahas, jiayous! going to blog as much as i can! muahahahhas! :DDD


last sat! wah piang, so long ago..-_-"
8th september:


hmm... went to tian guo!! hahas, to LIAOYUAN!!! :DDDD
got ching yeoh, rong sheng, xue yi, xue jing and me!
then at first is meet at jurong east de, then later my cousin suddenly wan come
then wait for her lor. hahas, then after that travel to tian guo.
OMGOMGOMG!!!! when we at the last stop hor, i mean reach the stop goin to tian guo one
i wan tap my card to go out, then cannot lehsss!!!!!!!
OH MY TIAN!! cos i stay in the mrt too long le, for more than 2 hours sia! ahhas
then i cannot go out, cos the time limit is 2 hours mah.
hahas, then go the machine, suddenly got one person from the control centre
talk to me nah! hahas, abit chua tio, then later he tell me wat to do and all la
hahas, FINALLY GET OUT! so exciting lehs! muahahahhas! xD
then walk to tian guo!:DD long time nvr go le! kinda miss the place! :D
cut things AGAIN! hahas, use penknife~ hahas, dunno why, i nowadays like penknife alot sia! hahas, dun get the wrong idea, im not sick in the mind to cut myself. hehes. :X no offence too.
end at 6, then aihua jiejie came to fetch all the kun dao(females) home! ;DD
weeee~~~ FREE RIDE NEH! hahas. SO TOUCHED! i mean she come to fetch us la.
MILLION THANKS TO AIHUA JIE! WEEEEE~~~
super tired luh! hahas, went home just straight away BOOM on my lovely bed~aww~ so nice!

9 september:

BU XI BAN!!! hahas, nothing much la
just the normal, FUN AND LAUGHTER!:DDD
hmm... watch a video! IS NICE!:D meaningful!
then keep the chairs, hahas, ask him if he wanna sit
lol, he nvr hear me clearly nah! hahas
then later i wan take the chair he go stop me say
cannot take i wan sit de! hahas!
so cute nah, the expression! hahas :X
then go home le. walking back to home from plaza that time, didi wanna buy drink from the vending machine, hahas, then he ask me if i wan then i say anything, then he just buy 2 drinks nah, then i talking on phone with cecilia mah, wanna ask her sth, then later didi help me open my canned drinks neh!! SO SWEET OF HIM!! he open his le, then he pass to me say, nah, take, i open the other one. WAHHHHH~~~~ i down there stun lehs! hahas, BIG BIG BIG HUGS TO DIDI!! :D
then jinxiang came to my house to study mah, omg, hahas, we were more of playing the com than studying. xD then she went home, i chiong my homeworks! hahas, TIRED! i need SLEEP!T.T, and hor, cos not enough sleep then i keep on eating, I GREW FATTER!!! OMGOMGOMG!! I FEEL LIKE FAINTING!! wah laos, then i nvr grow tall neh!!! arhhh!! I WAN GO JUMPJUMPJUMP!! hahas, I NEED HOCKEY! to exercise! hahas, IM SO FAT! lols xD
my weight:50kg
my height:161cm

10 september:

MONDAY!! SCHOOL! argh! dun like to go! hahas. xD
SKIP! i dun rmb anything la. hahas

okays, i think i go sleep le nah, my eyes, wah piang, PAINPAINPAIN! HAHAS!:DD
NIGHTS AND SWEET DREAMS!MISSES!

i feel like giving up. i dun even have a chance to start with.
bye. saying for the last time, or not?

PICTURES!!

eating fish and chips at surf&turf. =)
woo~~ me and sujun jiejie!!:DDD
left: tong jiejie, sujun jiejie, me! COUSIN ROCKS! but xiang jiejie not in.):
me! with a i forget the name de game de character!xP
me again!!! different character of the same game! xD

the friday trip with my cousins!!! WEEE~~~ but no xiang jiejie in the pic!
cos she dun wan take pictures nah!! awww
not niceeee!! BUISH** xD
TAKECARES TO ALL!!
I MISS IRIS JIEJIE!!!
bybye! x33

oh, daxiong korkor de birthday coming leeee!!!!
HOWHOWHOW?!
i dunno wat to buy!
ask andy korkor today, he suggested belt or shirt,
i was like?! belt?! hahas, like strange strange de nah! hahahs
so chose shirt, maybe sharing with sufang and zishing or ownself buy
BUT!!!!
very expensive nah! cos was thinking IP ZONE de clothes mah
sians, I DUNNO KORKOR DE TASTE!!!
argh!!! dun like buying presents!!!
SO FREAKING MAFAN!!!
wanna ask him, but like, he will know sia.. zzzz
then he nowadays, DAMN DAMN DAMN EMO!
see his nick, u also scared tio!
think something happen to him and dasao....
kinda of consol him during chinese lesson with sufang,
send him msg luh, i mean
me and sufang: kor... fang and ping here... u dun sad le.. birthday coming le.. Must cheer u okay..wat happen to u and dasoa? cos ur msn nick.. fang tmr then can sms u..
kor:ok le lar... nth don nid worry so much..?
us: are u sure? u sound so not good leh.. wanna share? we can be ur listening ear.. :)
kor:ok... mei shi de.. my beloved meis...
us: haha.. u say de hor.. hmm.. if got problems can come to us and pour out ur troubles.. we will listen to u de! jiayous!
kor:haha.. ok.. love ur lot lot...
piang, i was thinking of telling him, hahas, okays, my hair stand le! lolxP
cos its very strange la! hahas. but sufang already immune to it le.. lols
okaysokays, stop my crap.
BYBYE!

7th September:


went for DnT in the morning! hahas, from 9 until 1!
4 whole hours! wow!
lols, i stand for whole 4 hours! hahas, cos the cher say cannot sit sia! hahas
then stand lor, he say sit then will slow down my speed..lol
help jinxiang and xiling and all luh. hahas, was fun :D
then continue my MODEL! IM SO SLOW! hahas, then later chiong quite fast! hahas
make the plastic le! woooo~ i finally manage to get to the actual thing! hahas.
then hor, wah piang! daryl suddenly come with a injured hand sia! piang!
bleeding sia! the machine cut his hand! OMG~ SO SCARY~
then ask him go see cher he down there act cool say nvm de la, just give me plaster. -.-"'
feel like cutting off his finger then see if he still can say, nvm de la. zzzz, pushed him to cher nah, then cher give him first aid, hahas. DUN ACT STRONG!
then i go cut, WAH LAOS! SO SCARY! hahas, but cut plastic still okay la
go cut the metal like SHIT LEHZ! lols, so damn freaking NOISY! then the metal
keep on jump sia! hahas, then tried my best to press it down! wah laos!
u know hor, the metal is a conductor of heat mah, (sci in process) then the heat
the machine produce make until the metal also very hot sia! lols x)
then i cut slots, WTH-.-" all slanted! make the slots bigger and bigger.
in the end, still not big enough for the interlocks! hahas, so stupid la! lols
then need to do alot of steps sia! so mafan! but is SUPER FUN LA!
use the penknife then like wan to cut my hand like that! lols xD
so scary la! hahas :P finish abit! hahas, so happy! hehes

went back to aunt house and go out with my COUSIN! (note that they are all chio bu!)
i hear whistling~ :D (cos im whistling! xP)
went with sujun jiejie and tong jiejie to forget where le to buy ink, later went to suntec to meet xiang jiejie, cos she working at suntec.. then went to eat eat dinner!
lols, we were abit like lesbians luh, cos hold hands or go hold each other de arms. lol!
then go the surf and turf to eat? think the name is like that bah.. lols
then the minute i walk in, heard the song, 'Because of you'. wah piang!hahas, reminds me of him! lols, cos rmb got one time he put this song as his ringtone. xD
then heard the song, perfect from simple plan!! HAHAS, ME AND SUJUN JIEJIE NEARLY JUMP UP! we were like, OMG! MY FAVOURITE SONG! hahas! so funny!
TALKED! so funny!! hahas, my lame lame cousins! they rawks!!
then later, tong jiejie de boyfriend come! lols, in the car hor, tong jiejie was feeding her bf
then later, he was driving! ahhas, i go tell sujun jiejie, see the two person in front! so sweet like married couples!xD
was discussing where to go in the car, cos i cannot go home too late mah, then they thinking of somewhere near panjang, so i can reach home early. hahas, went to yishun the starbucks in the end, the shopping centre was called NORTHPOINT. if im not wrong la, hahas.
in the end, change location, cos all dun wan to drink anything mah, too full le lor.. hehes..
then xiang jiejie abit fed up, cos she work until very long, then very tired mah, her leg also very numb le... then we keep on walking.. SORRY! cos i need to go home early, then make them dunno where to go better... SO SORRY!!D;
in the end, they chose to go to the seaside, i dunno is where de la, but the opposite of the sea is malaysia le, hahas :DD
jiejies began to ask me questions luh! lols, they wan to know wat is happening to me now le, and all la, abt someone the most lor! hahas :X
told them quite alot of things, but not all :P
then was abit emo-ing la.. hahas, so kns sia! i abit shen jing bing nowadays le! xD
went home after that! SERIOUSLY, ITS FUN! in my life of 13 years, the first time i go out with my cousin sia! hehes :DDDD
reach home when going to 11pm le, hahas.. talk with my the other cousin for a while then POOM on the bed, was freaking tired! lols.

PICTURES!!!

RETARDSS!! LOVE THEMM!! junamy, cecilia, me , rani! LOVES

junamy acting retard, i was looking blur!only rani and sufang looks normal. :D

left: suat kee, sufang, rani, junmay, sherrill!! CREDITS GO TO ME!

me and rani zilian-ing with her camera!lols!

this is the table picture!lols i look 100% RETARD! xD

pictures for the teachers day one thrusday and friday! lols! HAVE A NICE DAY! BYBYE

i miss them!!! & him of cos! lols :P LOVES!

5th September:

hmm... went to bugis!! with aunt to buy dress...
hahas, i dun wear nah! but nvm la, is for my cousins de wedding.
one is at two weeks later and one is end of year!
hahas, then bought two dress..
is that kind that u need to wear shirt inside of the dress de!:D
quite nice luh. xD
but dun think i will wear it out so seldom. hehes
then later aunt went back home to cook. sujun jiejie came!lols
to accompany me go choose bag! hahas, wanted a sling bag!
but in the end, shop for nearly 6 hours and bought nothing except the dress!
lols, abit sad luh. hahas, then jiejie go buy a shirt and a bag! lols.
more like i accompany her than she accompany me sia! lols!
went back, feel like dying! lols, so tired! leg cramp! hahas. :DD

6th September:

went to sch! to have sci practical test! hahas, korkor go say dun go and explode the whole sch down! lols, so crap nah! as if i will! but its seriously very funny! lols!
then after that went for DnT supprementary! woooo~~
so nice! hahas, BUT IM THE SLOW ONE! lol
cos i haven do out my model! while the other ppl are already doin out the exact product! :(
chiongggg!!! hahas, but haven finish! Dx
went home at abt 5 to 6 luh! hahas... my hand is like PAIN!! muscle pain!!
cos i using penknife all the way.. zzz... then need to cut the THICK THICK cardboard!
for like 2 hours?! wahlaos, i was working NON-STOP!lols
hahas, but was fun!!hehes HOMEHOMEHOME! tired tired tired!! sleep sleep sleep!! :DDDD

postpostpost!! weeeeee!


4th September:


did NOTHING! okays, i was WOOING back my dears and sweethearts!
lol, anime to be exact! long time nvr watch le! hahas, so miss!!
miss alot of episode! manage to woo back quite alot.
ermz, bleach miss 3 episode?
D.Greyman miss, 3 also
naruto! ahhhhh! i miss like, 3 to 4?
zzz... miss naruto!
darker than black miss 3!
okays, anime freak back to action! manage to woo back, darker than black and D.Greyman!:DD

i miss miss miss him luh!
he sounds so tired... i dunno wats going on with me la! its like,im just angry with him sia.. cos, i nvr sms him then he will not? stupid.. zzz.. then sms him yesterday when i finally cannot tahan le nah.. then is like, said nothing huh...we like, so quiet nah, haiis.
maybe is cos he too tired le bah.. then i still abit irritated with him when he like, i dunno la! i see his msg.. then strange strange de...
suddenly like wanna scold him.. sians, wats goin on with me sia?!
he also nvr do anything leh! aiyooo.. in the end, i really cannot tahan his msg le.. just said i wanna go off with cousins and bybye...
PIANG, WHY I DO THIS SIA?!
later is he got problems then how? then i still show him atitude like that zzzz, im feel so irritated with myself luh! he tired lehs, not his fault right? then i still like go disturb him?
sians... at first, was angry with him luh, SUPER i mean... cos he like dun care le nah.. but think think le, is not bah..
then today... msg him when i was at tian guo.. when i was liaoyuan-ing..
he reply 2 and i send 3 luh, hahas.. then is like i send my last msg at, 5 plus..
now already 10pm... 5 hours have just gone.. and he haven reply..
shuan le.. im tired of waiting for his.. reply.. wasting my time nah, and money.
im seriously sad huh.. sians.. wanna scold him! but i cant..
cos there is NO reasons for me to scold him... and he is NOT in the fault luh! maybe he is just busy luh... how i wish.... i can just THROW HIM TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD!
im thinking of him almost every minute! WAT IS THIS?! zzzz
im goin crazy!!! then dunno why, heart hurts... feeling hard to breathe? zzz
then is like, i sad until i wanna vomit? sians, i think is my stomach got problem bah..
im putting on a mask on everyone that sees me. im acting happy when im sad.
i can just laugh when in crying deep down. cos, i dun wan anyone to know.
but, sometimes, i wish that he knows.. hahas, but i dun have the courage to tell him or anyone.
this is PLAIN stupid. hearttt brokennn. i feel like crying, but i did not, tears are falling deep down in my heart. no one knows, NO ONE EVEN CARE. i use smile to COVER EVERYTHING.
hatred? NO. love? YES. bybye, i feel like crying out EVERYTHING. let me cool down.. and cry by my own. dun smile, cos i dun feel like, i wanna take off my mask just this once. where no one is looking. wishing that cheerful me will be back. bye, seriously, BYE. MAYBE im better off without u. but i dun wan, i need u. tell me if u got stead already kays? dun make me find out on my own. jiayous.

okays... i did NOT post anything yesterday!!zzz

posting something CREEPY here!( to me luh)

after crosscountry hor, i went back to my class 1/8 for a while to go and put my things luh, then i ran all the way mah.. LEG NUMB AFTER THAT. :/
then i running to 1/8 that time, will see 1/6 de wat, then i saw saw saw saw!!!!!
someone in 1/6! i mean its like, the person which is a boy? was sitting at one of the window seat..
PIANG. he nvr on the lights, nvr on fan then dark dark down there.. somemore the whole of old block de 2nd floor dun hav anyone sia! cos all go home after cross le... only him and a lock the hall door de uncle.. then he sit there, like doing nothing and just staring into nothingness sia! i abit stun when i see him la, that time also abit scared of him.. xD
at that point of time i just wanna get out of second floor la... put my things super fast luh!
ran out of 1/8, OMG, IM STUPID LEH!! i go turn around to look again then HE TURN AND LOOK AT ME! seriously, i cannot see his face.. maybe its too dark or wat la.. zzzz
RAN back to the hall uncle! so scary of him!
then went down to meet sherrill.. told her everything, she say im scaring her luh, cos she is in 1/6 and somemore her sit is the window sit luh! hahas, then i say, okaysokays, i think i saw wrongly or the guy is just some weirdo la... or he is having detention la, then she go scold me, please la, who will be having detention after some crosscountry and when there is no teacher?!
then i nothing to say luh.. then she say her class de ppl also not so weird de nah..
sians, lol, tried to consol her not to be scared of my words in the end she scold me. zzz -.-"
nevermind! lols. think is my imagination or some crazy guy bah...

NEXT! RESULTS!

SUBJECT CA2 ave mark Grade

ENGLISH 68.6 B3
higher CHINESE 71.7 A2
MATHEMATICS 80.0 A1
SCIENCE 81.8 A1
GEOGRAPHY
(revised) 53.0 C6
HISTORY
(revised) 80.0 A1
LITERATURE(E) 71.1 A2
DESIGN &
TECHNOLOGY 64.9 B4
VISUAL ARTS 66.0 B3

REMARKS: hongping is a RESPONSIBLE class monitor, and is HELPFUL and CARING towards her peers. keep up the good work! IT WILL BE BETTER IF SHE CAN COME TO SCHOOL ON TIME EVERY MORNING!

OMG! u see in front the comments like so nice hor! THEN AT THE BACK?!
okays la.. i everytime late for school.. lol.. this year already 8 times le.. xP

results not so good huh.. lols, especially GEO!! zzz
wanna die seeing that subject.. sians... BUT!
aihui jiejie say she goin to teach me geo!!
wooooo~~~
:DDD someones goin to save my geoo!!
art is OMG de.. lols, so nvr thought of improving it luh..xD
didi still go show off in front of me say, his art he got 80 plus...
zzzzz, i know his art good luh! from small until now...
sians! he still go say, who ask u dun go learn art properly! DX
okays, he snatching computer with me le!
hahas, off i go! BYBYE!

forget how to link ppl! :D

TO ALL!

ermz, those who wanna me to link ur hor, must wait sia..
cos i kinda of.. ermz.. forget how to link ppl then got the name there..
LOL, PAISEHHH!!! my short term memory is real serious de!
SO MUST BEAR WITH ME! xD
will link and tag ur as soon as i remember how to link!
hahas, okays, i know im stupid enough to forget how to link luh!
but i SERIOUSLY dun rmb le nah!
okaysokays, i go sch sch sch le!
to have my sci practical test and DnT remedial?
GOOD LUCK TO ME!

wahhh, i abit lost contact with my dear bloggy le neh..zzz

okays, ermz.. friday?

hahas, CROSSCOUNTRY! run run run!!chiong arhhh!!!
wahhhh.. so tired!! hahas, but was NICE!
I LONG TIME NVR RUN FOR SO LONG DISTANCE LE!!
remind me of HOCKEY in BPPS... haiis.. miss....
okays, i think that my running deteriorate!!! (this word is korkor tell me de, opposite meaning of improve. THANK YOU ALOT!)
WTH?! so lan sia!! i came in top 50 ONLY!!
i wan be 25 laaa!!zzzz so stupid lor!! I WAN TOP 25!!!!zzz
nvm, at least got 50.. zzzzz.. but i not happy nahhhh! D;

tiredddd! chunting suddenly sick sia, she say she suddenly not feeling well..
then, PIANG! she suddenly cry saying her head very pain!!
SCARE ME!!! she looks in pain la! i very scared for her at that time sia!
SJAB came to rescue la.. lucky.. then after that, she feel better le..
phew... but, when she sit there that time, i accompany her la,
then angeline came later mah, then chunting straight away go hold her mah..
hahas... i abit feeling extra there... chunting needs angeline more la..
then i sit there like, extra... but also abit sad.. okays, i admit i abit shen jing bing!
lols, sad for wat sia?! hahas, she needs her best friend is correct de wat... :)
so i go whisper to chunting say,
chunting, i go first. told angeline, if need my help just call me, i will fly there =)
i seriously will! :DD

then pei jinxiang to finish her lit, i nvr finish cos i dun wan to do le nah.. zzz
my drawing block lost, then nothing to start with.. sians!
went to lot 1 after that! cos junmay waiting for us! :DDDD
IDIOTS UNITED! almost. i mean.. D;
cecilia chose to go with zishing.. hahas.. nvm bah.. she agree to go with zishing first mah
so cannot suddenly say go with us.. abit sad la, but nvm, she cannot back out her word because of idiots mah.. ;)
but sth stupid happen before that luh.. dun wanna talk abt it! later i emo! xD
but seriously, u two are being affected by that ahlian badly!
i dun wan my good friends to be... chao ah lian... I DUN WAN! ;(

went back to BPPS again.. lol! no cher in sch la.. all went out to CELEBRATE!
hahas, took so zilian pic with RANI!! love her! :DD
then i climb up the table mah.. then they go take! lol! stupid la that photo..
show ur next time, when i got the photos!=D

SKIPSKIPSKIP!

3rd September:

MONDAY! AND THE BEGINING OF HOLIDAYS!!
muahahahhahas! :PPP
went to jurong east de library! to pei ziting to study!
hahas, her PSLE coming soon le! abit worry for her...
she is that type that dun like to study de leh! aiyo...
went with xiling to jurong east library to be exact,
hahas, after pei ziting eat then study again? hahas, we were playing mostly la..
lols xD pei her in the end like harm her sia.. ziting went home around 3 plus..

then jinxiang came!=) go buy movie tickets for DEAD SILENCE!
hahas! very very very nice! but i dun really get the story la..
cos i went out of the movies halfway... to.. help xiling settle some problems...;(
which made me, ermz, kinda of cry? hahas, cos... feeling stupid and like all my fault
then i dun wan to disappoint my parents huh.. scared to disappoint them again..
my aunt also scold me stupid la... AIYA! STUPID LA! I DUN WAN SAY LE! xD
went back to MOVIES! continue to watch luh, before i went in again, i show the person my ticket la.. then she go ask me.. u ok mah? why crying? OMG! THAT WAS LIKE SO SWEET OF HER! i seriously was thinking of hugging her leh!:DDDD
went in told jinxiang everything and we continue watching!
hahas, was nice!=) but, serious! its not so scary la.. only a few parts
EXCITING!! the ghost wan come out that time! PIANG! so EXCITED!
but also SCARED scared la.. lols

after movie, pei jinxiang eat long john! again! hahas..
xiling went home already la, halfway of the movie cos of that problem.
halfway eating, jinxiang suddenly ask me, apple, u think how long can we be best friends?
her qns STUN ME. i down there arh? then say.. i dunno.. but i dun wish to end this friendship la... if wan to say the truth, i treasure this friendship ALOT. even though, sometimes, she can be a little bit irritating and sometimes she is too loud.. but SHES GREAT! ROCKS MY LIFE! LOVE MY LESBO! ;DDD (jinxiang is my lesbo and i suddenly think that gays are okay.)
went back.!(but we are NOT REAL lesbians okays, its call acting!)

went back to aunt hse to find out that, SHE GOT COOK MY DINNER!
OMG?! ate dinner TWICE THAT DAY! im really going to be a FAT PIG if i eat like this sia!but dun wan to waste food sia.. so i force myself to eat! VERYVERYFULL!
talktalktalk with my aunt! love her man! she always listens to me! and i so love her advice!:DD
~HOME SWEET HOME~ means i went back home luh.. :DD
SLEEPPPPPPP! love to sleep alot nah! xDD

its getting toooooo long! i shall end my presentation! bybye!;DD
im goin to blog everyday! i mean i WILL TRY! hehes, so, pls look forward!
(i know my blog is damn damn damn long luh! :X )
lol, reaching 1am in the morning now le.. tmr still got test in sch! BED! HERE I COME!!!
MISSES&LOVES TO ALL!

stupid!

wah piangg!!! i REGRETED
telling him this luh!zzz
now hor, i cannot post anything i wanna write abt him in blog le leh..
cos.. will malu nah! aiyooo..
stupid sia..
then yesterday night, i like say alot of wrong things like that lehs!
siansss... how sia? piang, i wanna type for all i wan abt him!!
zzz... shuan le... i type little nia bah.. xD
okays, post later!
got to go somewhere~
bye! :DD

heyheyhey!!((((=

update update update!!! hehes!
i dun wan to post for sun to wed!
hahas, cos all is PROBLEMS AND CASE, PROBLEMS AND CASE!D;
no mood to talk abt them!
BUT, i wan to thank SUJUN AND XIANG JIEJIE for being there for me!
listening to my stupid PROBLEMS and giving me advice!=)
THANK YOU SOO MUCH!! U TWO ARE SO LOVED BY ME!!
xiang jie, cheerful apple will try to be back to replace the emo apple!
I PROMISE. :D

29th August:


THRUSDAY!sch got performance la, sec one and two.. NICE!=DD
was DAMN HIGH! SCREAMING ALL THE WAYYY~~
then later! RUSH TO BPPS!!
omgomgomg! SO EXCITED LEH!!
but hor, all the ex-bppians who went to cckss hor,
ALL LATE! cos we late dismiss!! SO KNS LEHS!
the meeting teacher time is 1:30 to 2:30 but we dismiss at 4 leh!
so go there already quite late, then meet some friends la
the security guard go tell us, 6 that time can come again..

so we went to plaza walk walk!=D with the IDIOTS! but suat kee nvr come! so not united yet..
went to eat long john!! HAHAS!:DD we were FEEDING each other!! SO NICE! and CUTE LA!suddenly talk abt the old times.. I MISS THE DAYS WE WERE CRAZY!D;
walk here walk there.. hahas, was fun!
cos see last time de GOOD FRIENDS LEH!
I MISS THEM OKAYS! D; dunno when can meet again..
after that, wait until 6, most of them went back home
saying very late le, so not goin back to bpps.. so sad huh.;(

then later junmay, me, cecilia and rani went back to bpps!
YES! WE FINALLY CAN GO IN!!
omgomgomg!! at first is MissSereneAng let us in, then i saw MISS NAADIAH!! omgomgomg!!
I MISS HER!! she saw me and cecilia and she go pinch our cheeks! SO SWEET:DDD
then after that we were running around the sch!=D went to HALL
OMG! I MISS THAT PLACE! we were like standing at the place we always like to sit on then later we ran around the hall SCREAMING: i love u hall! or : i miss u hall!
then after that went outside the library, MISSES!
went to walk the FORBIDDEN STAIRCASE.
cos that one students cannot go walk de mah, then now is after school time
so we go lor.. lol! went to the fitness corner, on the way, I SAW HENGWEN!!
omg!;D HUGS was exchanged!

then went to the parade square...
I MISS THAT PLACE LA! the place were i ALWAYS PLAY HOCKEY!!
try to find my hockey teacher Mr samsuri! MISS HIM ALOTALOT!
although sometimes he very the pervertic.. xDD shhh! dun tell him, or else i get kill by him! later he scream at my ears i die! lol:X
but cannot find him leh.. think he go home le..
at 7pm that time, we go the reading corner ZILIAN for a while.
went home. half way down the stairs to gate B, junmay suddenly ran to us and shout

I SAW MISS NORHANA! OMG. ran to her!! all four of us go hug her!! hahas, then in the end, become FIVE ppl hugging together! SO SWEET!=DD
she said she was waiting for us and all! lols!xD
TALKTALKTALK!! i miss her man! and SHE REMEMBERS MY HANDWRITING!!
cos at first, we got write a letter for her and staple on the board for wishes de la, then she go point out one of the comments and said to me: THIS ONE IS CONFIRM HONGPING'S HANDWRITING! omgomgomg! so stun sia! SHE REMEMBERS!!
hahas, HAPPY!!:DDD

after, went to tuition! chiong la! was super late! tuition starts at 7 and i went at 8?
lols, cos of miss norhana!:DD but i dun mind!:DD
HOME! tired! veryvery!=D sleepppp like a pigggggzzzz
xD
okays, i post abt the next day another time! sorry for this super late and long post!xD
BYBYE!
loveslovesloves MISS NORHANA, BPPS, BPPIANS AND IDIOTS!
missesss!!;D himhimihim! shit! i goin crazy! hahas xD

PICTURES!!!



reflection!!!
all of us are
WET!
from left:
amalina,ezzati,xiling,me!
we rocks~!









me and xiling!
i look like?!?!?!
hahas!;D
xiling is cute~!!!






do i look angry?:X
xiling looks SO CUTE!
our facial expression so dun come tgt!
xD











ZILIAN-ING
i know its like huh?
hahas!;D
wet wet wet!LOL













this pics are took after we play the water on FAMILY DAY!
and was in community centre's toilet to change our clothes!!
hahas!:D post some other time!!!
anyways, i wanna
THANKS AMALINA FOR THE PICTURES!! THANKS LOTS! LOVED!!
LOVES AND MISSES!goodluck~ smile!:DDD