Follow heart or head?
Crying is stupid.

Heart says:
GO BACK.
Don't give up.
There is still hope.
You will not regret!
Maybe its really just a misunderstanding!

Head says:
DON'T GO BACK.
You will get hurt more.
What if its a lie?
There is no evidence.
This source is not a reliable source.
Don't back out your words.

DAMN.

Friends said:
BLOODY HELL NO.
There was not even a call to tell you about that.
How can you be so sure that its true?
If really care, at the least will call and tell.
But this is NOTHING.
So don't go back or you're dead.
It should be a FACE to FACE thing.

I'm stupid.

DAMN.

Time for REALITY.
Face it.
Don't run.

WOO~!

I LOVE 2/8 LAAAAA.
:D:D:D:D

Bunch of FUNNY PEOPLEEEE.

hahahahas.
:D:D:D

MugMugMug!
I suddenly like the feeling of studying.
LOL.
I'm a good student!
xD

Enough of crapping.
Off i go to ACE-LEARNING!
LOL.

{i'm currently in school having maths lessons.}
:x

Aww.
I can't let go until i got a damn reply.
A confirmed reply.

Are guys always like this?
Making people's life miserable.
Is yes and no so difficult to say?
Or its just wasting your damn message?
LOL.

Argh, damn.
Okay, fine.
I can't let go mentally now.
But its only MENTALLY!

Should i like go ask face to face?
But i'm scared.
LOL.
This is stupid!
hahahas!
Hongping is scared of some guy who is making her life miserable.
...
Maybe more of sad.
hahahas.

I'm angry.
LOL
But he did nothing.
Seriously NOTHING.
Its not his fault.
I was the one stupidily hoping.

Come on la, BE A MAN!
hahahhas, TELL ME THE ANSWER!

Okays, i'm so scared that its bad news,
but most probably it will be.
...

Whatever!
I GOT STRONG HEART!
I just need the A N S W E R !
I'm a VERY irritating person.
Sorrrrrry.

I'm getting angry, high and crazy at night.
How clever.
LOL.

I want you but i want the answer more.
:D

Mummy~

ITS OVERRRRRR OVERRRRRR

OVERRRRRR OVERRRRR OVERRRRRR.

I guess.
Damn damn damn.
I'M STRONG.

Its going to be fine fine fine.

I'm NOT going to cry cry cry.

hahas,
its 1 already.
LOL.

I just feel like typing something.
:D

Tired, but i don't feel like sleeping,
i'm crazy.
LOL.

Tomorrow got school.
Awwww.
Can i skip school?
*wishing*

Ifeellikei'mbeingditch.
ha.

I rather you talk & tell the worst news than silence.
Yes, iloveyou,
but i'm not the type who won't let go physically.
Metally maybe need alot more time?

Still waiting for you to say something.

SORRY:

-Hubs
I'm sorry for being such a bitch.
I'm sorry for being such a loser.
I'm sorry for being so insensitive.
I'm sorry for telling you all that.
I'm sorry for siding them.
I'm sorry for making you sad.
I'm sorry for making you cry.
I'm sorry and i'm regretting.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
I seriously didn't.
I care for you.
I swear.
I'm your best friend.
I swear.
I want you.
I swear.
I won't abandon you.
I swear.
I trust you.
I swear.
I'm always here.
I promise.
Sorry hubs.

-Lesbo for being such a bimbo and bitch, showing you attitude, being so unreasonable and spacing out when you talk to me. Sorry.

-Yatyan for being such a lousy partner and don't listen to what you say. Sorry.

-Siqi for having such a sucky attitude towards you and not finishing the lit for you. Sorry.

-Vanessa for the times i'm unreasonable and quarrelled with you. Sorry.

-You for being so cold, cause i don't know to use what kind of attitude to face you.

& alot alot more sorries to more and more people.
I'm sorry for being such a bitch, people.

THANKS:

-Emoevil korkor for being there for me and always giving me advice.
You rock mann. Rock on and say NO to EMO!
I really appreciate you. Really.
Loveyou! :D

-Lesbo for listening to me and always giving in to all my attitudes and craps.
L O V E ! :D

-Condom for listening to my problems and try helping out.
I really appreciate that too. :DDD
I'm not going to say love, cause later condom sao jealous~
LOL. xD

-Vanessa for being such a great friend. I needed you man!:D XIEXIE NI!
LOVES. :D

-Sherrill for being in love with me. :D
You're MINE! ILY. :D

-Cecilia for being such a entertainer and try cheering me up.
Rockster, rock on. Iloveyou more than you knoowwww! :D

Thanks for always accompanying me.
:DDD
and all the others who helped.
People, you rock.
:D
i'm in love with you all.
:D :D :D

Whats the point of being angry?
I don't have the energy.
Its just stupid.
Its tiring.

Whats the point of being sad?
I'm still going to get on with life.
Whats the difference?

I'm just so fed up.
Don't ask my why,
cause i don't know.

I wanted to say,
I wanted to go,
I wanted to ask,
but i didn't.

Damn, whats stopping me?
I don't know.

Force me someone.

I hate you, damn.

For making me turn back.

Just Fuck off.

I didn't study much today.
Damn.

Was playing with Hubs and all.
LOL.
Studying with them was a bad choice.
xD

Didn't had PE cause of stupid weather.
Wanted to train for cross country can can can!
zzzz.
Mr Kong didn't come today, so no OEL lessons.
Quite sad.
He rock la can.:D

Studied outside classroom.
hahahas, i can't study in class, they were playing.
Reading chapter 6!
DAMN, it was suppose to be a interesting subject!
But i can't remember anything about it!
Only some common knowledge?
Ask Wengkiat what is this and that.
Wow, he got it ALL correct la can.
hahahas!
Horny bastard.:D
Bunch of horny people in the class. LOL.

Studying that chapter at home is not good.
My brother is around, he will scold me horny.
LOLLLL.
& he is only primary 5!

After school only did maths and some crap.
LOL.
Come on chapter 6!
GET INTO MY MIND!

Accompanied Hubs, Cecilia idiot and Fang to lrt.
Walked back again to find vanessa.
LOL.
Saw SM!
Simin = Sex maniac.
:DD
She said that okay!
whahahas,
She dared me to do something so that she will not call me Britney Hong again,
or that will be my pernament name.
LOL. I'm going to do it in drama tomorrow.
:D
Woo~

Damn damn damn, so effing pissed.
Don't keep coming back.
I'm not intervals or shelters.
I'm not that superb to take all these things.
Grr.

Shake me to my senses.
Slap me.
Kill me.

TODAY!

Lessons, was fine
until bio.
LOLLL.
Studied sexual parts today.
Class was getting horny.
Miss Vanessa was like laughing with us.
She will just suddenly stop,
smile and say
: "Can your stop looking at me and laugh?"
LOLLLL.
Like we sicko or something like that.
hahahahs. ><

Chinese compo test.
awwww.
I don't know what i was writing.
Jumbled up.
haiis.

After school studied in library.
Then after that went to find Hubs.
Went to the football field to find her.
LOL.
With Cecilia.
Saw Boyfriend in canteen.
Sorry for just walking away.

Was shouting at the field with Hubs,
she was scolding me like hell man.
LOL.
Cecilia also scold me.
Awww.
This is stupid.
I don't know what to do.
TT

Damn, i miss him.
):

LOL.

Saturday arh,
Went out in the afternoon,
with condom and his friend.
Sherrill and Cecilia joined in later.

I studied.
:DD
After that went to mini with Sherrill and Cecilia.
Sherrill wanted to buy things.
She took DAMN long to decide.
LOL.
In the end i ask her don't buy.
Next time then buy, she really never buy.
LOLLL.

At night went to some place.
I suddenly brain freeze.
LOL.
Cannot think of the name.
Going to post pictures for it next or next next post.
:D

Yesterday,
morning went to the observance thing.
Wah laooooo.
Make me wake up sooooo early can!
SUNDAY SOMEMORE.
awwww.
Was fun though, with Drama mahhh.
xDD
I got a new name,
BRITNEY HONG.
Simin say i'm britney spear's sister.
I forget why.
Its something about me not wearing anything under my skirt WHICH IS NOT TRUE.
Show off my shorts or something.
Forget le.
LOL.
Damn, and they use this name for the whole day.
LOLLLLL.
Its lame, waste time, BUT got CIP points just by sitting there.
hahahs.xD

Sang national song damn loud like retarded.
But i'm feeling honoured as a singaporean okays!
Its just that people keep looking at Drama.
:x
(we like voice projection rather than sing)

Went lot with Ryan, Ruth, Hema and Vanessa.
Eat Eat Eat.
LOL.
Play Play Play.
Oh yaa, when Hema wanted to go home that time.
We stood beside the bus and waved the national flags to send her off.
LOL!
She was laughing in the bus.
HAHAHAS!
Damn retarded laaaa!xD

Went home to bath, came out again.
Studied with Condom and Lesbo.
LOL.
Damn, condom is sooo clever.
-.-
Les and me was asking alllll the way.
hahhas.
Went home at 7 plus.
:D

Separating the post.:D
NEXXTTTTT >>>>>>

Great.
I'm getting sick.
Worst thing ever.
LOL.

Sore throat is on and off.
Headache is on today.
Gastric is on today.
Damn.
Gastric was painful today.
VERY VERY.
It feels like the acid eating up my stomach.
Burn like hell.
I only act a piece of cake today and a ice cream.
LOL.
Got scolded by alot of people.
D:
But i just don't feel like eating.
Sorry stomach.
):

Hmt test today.
I'm going to fail.
TT
I didn't have enough time today to learn.
sians.
Art was hell with Ruhaiza.
Sorry peeps, but i just don't like her.
BIAS.
>/

DRAMA. :D
I didn't go for Hockey today.
Headache and gastric made it hard to train.
Sorry Hockey. ):

Drama was fun!:D
At the ending part.
LOL.
PLAYINGGGG.
Talked horny.
LOLLL.
Eff funny. :DDD

Moodswings go away,
come again another day.
*wish*

ilove hubby, wifey, idiots and lesbo!:D

Chill, you have me. (:

Why am i blogging everday now?
LOL.

WEIRDDDD.

I wanted to post about china students!
But no time.
-.-

Today was stupid.
LOL.
Sleeping throughout chinese lesson.
Having mixed feelings.
LOL.
Alot of crap.
hahahas.

After school,
stayed back to study.
MUGMUGMUG!
:DD
With wengkiat and jinxiang.
But ya, didn't do alot.
xD

I was playing with wengkiat.
Stupid, we were talking lame.
LOL.
Jinxiang was talking on phone.
-.-

Walked xiang home.
Talked under her block,
for like 1 or 2 hours?
Its nice.
:D
i missed talking to her.
:D

DRAMA members loved song :

FOREVERRRR - Chris Brown

1, 2, 3, 4...

Hey (eh) Forever

Hey (eh) Forever

It's you, and meMovin' at the speed of light into eternity (yeah)

Tonight, is the nightTo join me in the middle of ecstasy

Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you (around you)

Ima take you there, Ima take you there

So don't be scared, I'm right here, you ready

We can go anywhere go anywhere

But first, it's your chance

Take my hand

Come with me

It's like I waited my whole life

For this one night

It's gon be me you and the dance floor

Cuz we only got one night

Double your pleasure

Double you fun

And dance forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever (forever)

Ever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever on the dance floor

Feels like were on another level (ohh ahh)

Feels like our loves intertwine

We can be two rebels

Breakin' the rules

Me and you

You and I

All you gotta do is watch me

Look what I can do with my feet, baby

Feel the beat insideI'm drivin', you could take the front seat (front seat)

Just need you to trust me (trust me)

Girl girl girl

It's like now

It's like I waited my whole life (oh)

For this one night (one night)

It's gon be me you and the dance floor (dance floor)

Cuz we only got one night (ohh)

Double you pleasure

Double your fun (yeah)

And dance forever ever ever (ohh)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever (forever)

Ever ever ever (ever)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever on the dance floor

It's a long way down

We so high off the ground

Sendin' for an angel to bring me your heart

Girl where did you come from?

Got me so undone

Gazin' in your eyes got me sayin

'What a beautiful lady

No ifs ands or maybes I'm releasin my heart

And it's feelin' amazing

There's no one else that matters

You love me

And I wont let you fall girl

Let you fall girl (ahh ohh oh oh yeah)

Yeah, I wont let you fall

Let you fall

Let you fall (ohh ohh)

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

It's likeIt's like I waited my whole life (whole life)

For this one night (one night)

It's gon be me you and the dance floor (me you and the dance floor)

Cuz we only got one night

Double your pleasure

Double your fun

And dance forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever

Ever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever on the dance floor

Ohh oh oh oh oh oh ohhh yeah

Forever ever ever ever

Forever ever ohh

Thanks, its obvious enough.

I'm gonna stop.

I'm damn tired.
No mood to do homework.
Its reaching 10:30pm.
I still haven eat my bloody dinner.
I only eat 3 things today.
hahahs.
This is lame.

Tomorrow got alot of things to hand up and do sia.
Really no mood go school lor.
-.-

If i'm going school tomorrow,
i guess i'm staying in school to mug tomorrow.

HONGPINGGGG.
Have some urgency and motivation la!
Stop slacking!
I'm going to finish my work.
I'm going school tomorrow.
I'm going to be a good student.
I'm sorry cher.
I ...

Can someone brainwash me?
LOL.

Whatever la.
Moodswings are so hate okays.
LOL.
& i hate DNT.
TT

byebyeeee.

Its not one sided afterall.

youliar.

Anyways,
damn sad.
I feel like crying mans.
Drama got 2nd.
SECOND YOU KNOW.
when we work so hard,
for FIVE MONTHS.

But nevermind.
Their school was better.
They won last year,
we just joined this year.
Its already not bad to be second.
hah.

Still, sadded.
All of us feel like crying.
LOL.

We even said before we know the results that
if we lose,
tomorrow 7:45am meet outside polyclinic,
all don't want go school.
Reason: too sad.
...

Now really never get first.
Haiis.
I don't feel like going school tomorrow.

Just now after knowing the news,
was screaming at the top of our voices cheering.
Cheered for other schools too!
:DDD
Then they all went down, only left cckss.
EMO-ing in process that time,
i shouted,
"eh! tomorrow 7:45am at polyclinic arh!
DON'T FORGET!"
Mrs Jacob was like,
"yea right, and i will be there waiting for you all too."
LOL.

Top 2 out of 45 schools in singapore,
not bad right.
LOL.
Still disappointed la.
Was singing like lunatics in the bus,
seeing which songs can be the loudest.
hahahas,
Drama people are cartoon.
LOLLL.
I LOVE THEM.
:DDDD

Oh yaa,
Mason's pants nearly dropped off during the performance!
LOLLLLL!
Cause it was too big, and all of us can see his school shorts la!
DAMN EMBARASSING.
HAHAHAS.
We started to say that it was boxers, not schools shorts.
LOL.
Make him down there asking us to shut up.
But he is not angry la.
:DDD

Ending speech:
I still think ours is the BEST.
ROCK ON DRAMAAAAA.

3rd post of the day!
& the last one.
LOL.

How?
Yes or no?
I don't like this kind of questions laa.
Like don't know what to do sia.
Short pain is better than long pain right?
...
zzz
Brain cells die alot alreadyyy.
T.T
Conclusion: Follow heart, not head.

Great,
I think i'm having one sided again.
-.-
This is so lame.
LOL.
Feeling of it: bittersweet.
LOL.
Lets go CRAZY with me.
:D

Fucking friends are friends that you can keep.
This is what Dinie said to me.
LOL.
Cool right?
:DD
I love all my fucking friends!
:D
haahhas!

Oh ya,
time for ELABORATIONS.
:DDD

That time, me, jingting, dion, jinxiang, siying, sister (nick ee) release first after cckss idol,
so we had to wait for davinna, chunting and demi for them to finish their don't know what thing la.
LOL.
Thats when we had the idea of playing with them.
xD
We were bored!
You can't blame us. :x

We wanted to like see them from the top,
we are at the MAMA shop there.
Somewhere around,
then we can see them walking to the school's bus stop.
So we wanted to call them and ask them where they are, cannot see them when we are looking at their every move!
LOLLL.

First one was DEMI.
:D
we called her and ask her where is she,
we at the bus stop already waiting for her.
She was so surprised when she reached the bus stop and found no one!
LOL.
Then sister was asking her if she was doing this and that.
LOL!
Cause we can see her mahs, thats why we know.
But we still go and ask her,
LOL.
She was like, HOW YOU KNOW?!
hahahas!
In the end she found us la.
But counted as MISSION ACCOMPLISHED right?
:DDD

NEXT
Chunting and Davinna came out together.
LOL
MISSION FAILED.
LOL.
These two too clever le la.
so stupid lor.
LOL.

okays, detail until here.
cause i don't remember the rest?
:x

ohmygod,
i just found out that i look retarded in all the pictures.
HAHAHHAS!
xDD
happy puking people!
:DD

NIGHTS & SLEEP TIGHT!
OFF I GO!
:DDDD

I'M BACK!
like so fast right?
two or three days nia leh!
xD
Oh ya, i remember that i promised to post the pictures!
:DDD
HERE GOES!
But its only a few la.
Soorrrrry.

hahahas! i need to do molestor's quiz as promised!
ITS LONGGGGG.
LOLL. bear with me?
:DDD

1. The person who last tagged you is:
Molestor! *screams*

2. Your relationship with her/him is:
Molesting partners? LOL

3. Your five impressions of her/him:
Funny, cute, OVER reacting, irritating? xD & likes molesting!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Molesting me? LOLLLL.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
you can do it. when i'm in cck idol. LOL.

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
Go crazy with her and start to molest her. :D

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
being devoted.xD wahahahs. :P

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
tell myself that i'm in a nightmare and i want to wake up. LOL.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
Myself? o.O

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Treat her popcorn. LOL, i didn't pay for it today.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
The only good molestor on earth. :D

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
Retarded?

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Daring?

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
Alot? LOL.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Myself? Nono, is IDOL. LOL! *crossed fingers*

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thanks, i needed you all. :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1) Condom
2) Lesbo
3) Sherrill
4) Cecilia
5) Vanessa
6) Eugene
7) Dumb F
8) Idol
9) Louise! (does she have a blog?)
10) Sufang

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Eugene]
No one?

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Louise]
Female with big boobs. :D

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Dumb F & Sufang]
I think i will faint.

*Where's question 21?*

22. What is no.2 studying about? [Lesbo]
Subjects? LOL.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [Sherrill]
Few days ago? D:

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Idol]
?! Jesse? Cause of his blog? LOL

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Condom]
None. :D

26. Will you woo no.3? [Sherrill]
She is married with me. :D

27. How about no.7? [Dumb F]
No, i'm attached with other wivies/husbands. LOL.

28. Is no.4 single? [Cecilia]
Yes. :D

29. What is the surname of no.5? [Vanessa]
TAN! sammmeee. :DDD

30. What's the hobby of no.4? [Cecilia]
Reading manga? I don't know. LOL

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Vanessa & Louise]
Pretty good? LOL.

32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Lesbo]
Cckss.

33. Talk something casually about no.1: [Condom]
SUPER BLUR!

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Idol]
LOL? Already said is IDOL. hahahas.

35. Where does no.9 live at? [Louise]
East coast isit?

36. What colour does no.4 like? [Cecilia]
I don't remember. :X

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? [Vanessa & Condom]
They don't even know each other. LOLLL.

40. Does no.1 have any pets? [Condom]
ermmm, next time i ask him? LOL.

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Dumb F]
No, he will slap me if i say yes. LOLLL.

42. What is no. 10 doing now? [Sufang]
Homeworking?

FINISH FINISH FINISH! :D:D:D
wahhhh,
CLAPSSSSS FOR HONGPING!
LOLLL.
xD

i want sleep le laaaa, wahahahhas.
GOOD NIGHT PEEPS!