Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Follow heart or head?
Crying is stupid.

Heart says:
GO BACK.
Don't give up.
There is still hope.
You will not regret!
Maybe its really just a misunderstanding!

Head says:
DON'T GO BACK.
You will get hurt more.
What if its a lie?
There is no evidence.
This source is not a reliable source.
Don't back out your words.

DAMN.

Friends said:
BLOODY HELL NO.
There was not even a call to tell you about that.
How can you be so sure that its true?
If really care, at the least will call and tell.
But this is NOTHING.
So don't go back or you're dead.
It should be a FACE to FACE thing.

I'm stupid.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

DAMN.

Time for REALITY.
Face it.
Don't run.
WOO~!

I LOVE 2/8 LAAAAA.
:D:D:D:D

Bunch of FUNNY PEOPLEEEE.

hahahahas.
:D:D:D


MugMugMug!
I suddenly like the feeling of studying.
LOL.
I'm a good student!
xD

Enough of crapping.
Off i go to ACE-LEARNING!
LOL.

{i'm currently in school having maths lessons.}
:x

Monday, August 25, 2008

Aww.
I can't let go until i got a damn reply.
A confirmed reply.

Are guys always like this?
Making people's life miserable.
Is yes and no so difficult to say?
Or its just wasting your damn message?
LOL.

Argh, damn.
Okay, fine.
I can't let go mentally now.
But its only MENTALLY!

Should i like go ask face to face?
But i'm scared.
LOL.
This is stupid!
hahahas!
Hongping is scared of some guy who is making her life miserable.
...
Maybe more of sad.
hahahas.

I'm angry.
LOL
But he did nothing.
Seriously NOTHING.
Its not his fault.
I was the one stupidily hoping.

Come on la, BE A MAN!
hahahhas, TELL ME THE ANSWER!

Okays, i'm so scared that its bad news,
but most probably it will be.
...

Whatever!
I GOT STRONG HEART!
I just need the A N S W E R !
I'm a VERY irritating person.
Sorrrrrry.

I'm getting angry, high and crazy at night.
How clever.
LOL.

I want you but i want the answer more.
:D
Mummy~

ITS OVERRRRRR OVERRRRRR

OVERRRRRR OVERRRRR OVERRRRRR.

I guess.
Damn damn damn.
I'M STRONG.

Its going to be fine fine fine.

I'm NOT going to cry cry cry.
hahas,
its 1 already.
LOL.

I just feel like typing something.
:D

Tired, but i don't feel like sleeping,
i'm crazy.
LOL.

Tomorrow got school.
Awwww.
Can i skip school?
*wishing*

Ifeellikei'mbeingditch.
ha.

I rather you talk & tell the worst news than silence.
Yes, iloveyou,
but i'm not the type who won't let go physically.
Metally maybe need alot more time?

Still waiting for you to say something.

Friday, August 22, 2008

SORRY:

-Hubs
I'm sorry for being such a bitch.
I'm sorry for being such a loser.
I'm sorry for being so insensitive.
I'm sorry for telling you all that.
I'm sorry for siding them.
I'm sorry for making you sad.
I'm sorry for making you cry.
I'm sorry and i'm regretting.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
I seriously didn't.
I care for you.
I swear.
I'm your best friend.
I swear.
I want you.
I swear.
I won't abandon you.
I swear.
I trust you.
I swear.
I'm always here.
I promise.
Sorry hubs.

-Lesbo for being such a bimbo and bitch, showing you attitude, being so unreasonable and spacing out when you talk to me. Sorry.

-Yatyan for being such a lousy partner and don't listen to what you say. Sorry.

-Siqi for having such a sucky attitude towards you and not finishing the lit for you. Sorry.

-Vanessa for the times i'm unreasonable and quarrelled with you. Sorry.

-You for being so cold, cause i don't know to use what kind of attitude to face you.

& alot alot more sorries to more and more people.
I'm sorry for being such a bitch, people.
THANKS:

-Emoevil korkor for being there for me and always giving me advice.
You rock mann. Rock on and say NO to EMO!
I really appreciate you. Really.
Loveyou! :D

-Lesbo for listening to me and always giving in to all my attitudes and craps.
L O V E ! :D

-Condom for listening to my problems and try helping out.
I really appreciate that too. :DDD
I'm not going to say love, cause later condom sao jealous~
LOL. xD

-Vanessa for being such a great friend. I needed you man!:D XIEXIE NI!
LOVES. :D

-Sherrill for being in love with me. :D
You're MINE! ILY. :D

-Cecilia for being such a entertainer and try cheering me up.
Rockster, rock on. Iloveyou more than you knoowwww! :D

Thanks for always accompanying me.
:DDD
and all the others who helped.
People, you rock.
:D
i'm in love with you all.
:D :D :D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Whats the point of being angry?
I don't have the energy.

Its just stupid.
Its tiring.

Whats the point of being sad?
I'm still going to get on with life.
Whats the difference?

I'm just so fed up.
Don't ask my why,
cause i don't know.

I wanted to say,
I wanted to go,
I wanted to ask,
but i didn't.

Damn, whats stopping me?
I don't know.

Force me someone.
I hate you, damn.
For making me turn back.
Just Fuck off.
I didn't study much today.
Damn.

Was playing with Hubs and all.
LOL.
Studying with them was a bad choice.
xD

Didn't had PE cause of stupid weather.
Wanted to train for cross country can can can!
zzzz.
Mr Kong didn't come today, so no OEL lessons.
Quite sad.
He rock la can.:D

Studied outside classroom.
hahahas, i can't study in class, they were playing.
Reading chapter 6!
DAMN, it was suppose to be a interesting subject!
But i can't remember anything about it!
Only some common knowledge?
Ask Wengkiat what is this and that.
Wow, he got it ALL correct la can.
hahahas!
Horny bastard.:D
Bunch of horny people in the class. LOL.

Studying that chapter at home is not good.
My brother is around, he will scold me horny.
LOLLLL.
& he is only primary 5!

After school only did maths and some crap.
LOL.
Come on chapter 6!
GET INTO MY MIND!

Accompanied Hubs, Cecilia idiot and Fang to lrt.
Walked back again to find vanessa.
LOL.
Saw SM!
Simin = Sex maniac.
:DD
She said that okay!
whahahas,
She dared me to do something so that she will not call me Britney Hong again,
or that will be my pernament name.
LOL. I'm going to do it in drama tomorrow.
:D
Woo~

Damn damn damn, so effing pissed.
Don't keep coming back.
I'm not intervals or shelters.
I'm not that superb to take all these things.
Grr.
Shake me to my senses.
Slap me.
Kill me.