Invincible

At times, I wish I was a better person. Most of the time, I'm just too lazy to think about what kind of person I am. Occasionally, I really wanna be a bad guy. I think I may have split personality. Stay away from me. I really want to scream. Tonight. So bad that it hurts. Can I kick anything? Or maybe hit anything? Or someone just knock me out of my senses? I want the last one.