I love you! :D

Hongping is gay!

I had a bad day.

I'm typing with my eyes closed. I'm just wayyyyy toooo sleepy. D:

Jammmm

I sang a lot during the camp.
And every song reminds me of chin hooi.
Gahhhh.
LOL.
I'm damn sleepyyyyy!

Best group!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Oh my godddddd!
4/8 got the BEST GROUP!
*screams*!
I almost died when I know this!
HAHAHA.

I'm glad i went for the camp. It made me realise how awesome my class is!
We can we united. We can be fun. We can be crazy. We can be loud. We can be encourgaing. We can do all sorts of stupid things together, as a class.

Spread the love to everyone!: I want your love, love love love, I want your love ~

The instructors are good people. :D They pushed me to help the others. They pushed me to do more encouragement than I will normally do. It was crazy. Yeah, the things our group did was tougher, but that's what made it memorable. If it was simple and easy, who would have remember?

I love my instructors. Yes, they are strict. In a good way. :D Because I see people encouraging each other. Because I see people helping each other. Because I see people sacrificing for each other. Because my class is awesome to start with!

Thank you Instructor Matthew and Instructor Sharmie.

Bad Romance is officially stuck in my head. But I don't mind. In fact, i'm loving it. :D
Love love love, I want your love ~

Entries!

Oh! And and, as i was going through the chaotic mess i have in my study room, i found the diary i had since primary two!
It's so stupid! hahahahahhaha, my english is still as horrible! LOL. I only have 3 entries for P2, 2 entries for P3, 1 entry for P4. I have none for P5, quite a number for P6.

It's so weird to read back what i use to write! I sound like a bimbotic retard. LOL. Mostly is about this guy i had a huge crush on and how crazy i used to be over him. Oh my god. I can't believe i wrote down that kind of entries! It's so embarrassing! :C

Plus, there's this P2 entry with a very cool ending!
I wrote: "And my daddy went(came) home. We ate our dinner and dranke(drank) suop(soup). We watched television. We went to sleep."
Isn't it cool!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Campppp..?

I'm not looking forward to camp at all.
LOL.
I'm just going because it's the last year.
Oh mannn.
D:
I kind of wanna do self study in a way.
Gahhhh.

I guess i'll just go and have fun.

NO KPOP. ):

:D

I wanna sing. D:

But my voice says no. D:

Gahhhhh.

*sings*

I'm sad. D:

I'm sleepy. LOL.

I miss chin hooi man. D:
I'm going to sing without him. D:

O O
I think my brother's really into K-pop now! The only thing he does when he turns on the computer, is to go youtube, and start listening to K-pop. Oh my god. ._.
This is scary. Now i can't sing with him. D:

Abnormal

Mason didn't come for drama today.
It felt so weird.
That's when i realise that i rely on him a lot. I was totally screwed during drama today.
I keep wanting to get suggestions, but he's not there.
I don't know who to turn to.
It's just so weird.
I guess i'm too dependant on my vice chairman.
Time to do everything myself.
He needs a break.

Jimmy kaneeeee ~
hahhahahahahahaha
:D

I'm going crazyyy ~ :D

I laughed! :D
HAHAAAAAAHAA. :D

I'm going to be happy and laugh tomorrow. :D

Blessed

Look at the world, people are dying, people are crying for their love ones.

So why, why should I be sulking in one corner? I should be doing something to help people around me. Cherish them, and not care about my moronic emotions. I shouldn't be thinking about what I feel, I should be tending to them. So what if i'm at a disadvantage? What matters is that I don't feel used. Most importantly, I wouldn't regret.

I'm sick and tired of people playing around with each other's feelings. I don't know what to believe in now. It's like everything is fake.

I'm not believing, but I believe that i'm blessed. To have people who cared, at least, before.

Life's fragile.

I'm pissed and angry.
I don't understand this.
And, you don't come to me when that happens.
I'm not a fucking tree that will stay there all your life.
I'm a fucking human.
Fuck you.

I feel like i've let them down.
This is the last thing i can do for them, yet all i can do is screwing things up. I don't understand what's wrong with me.
I'm sorry. I really am.
I want to make it better, but i'm making it worse.

I'm such a loser.

Weird

I don't like indefinite things, i don't know why. I just can't convince myself. I don't like how insecure i feel about every single thing now.

I just want to sleep 2 days off. Until i'm fully recovered. I don't know how long i can last.

& i'm out of higher chinese class. I feel empty. 3 years, it's like a burnt mark.
But i'm glad that now i can concentrate better on other subjects. However, i have to improve my english, or else i will just die in o levels.

I'm sick and tired.

FML

I'm suppose to be happy that i've gotten an A2, but i just feel like crying.
Am i under depression?

I can't differentiate between dreams and reality now.
This suck.

Part of me

Once upon a december, once upon OBML.

I'm really touched to see ob people posting and still keeping in contact.
I really love you guys.
I hope we meet again.
Some day.

You guys are something that i will never forget.
No matter what happens, you guys will always be a part of me, my memories.

Hi, i'm still sick. I want to get well soon.

I don't like the dreams i had this morning. D:

And why do you keep talking to me? D:

Orientation

I guess that this is the last year, no, last few months that i could contribute to drama. And, i want to give my all. I don't want to regret on anything.
I realise, i haven't been doing much for drama.
I didn't organise any drama camp.
I didn't help out much in SYF, just being the asm, standing there.

Now, there's only the orientation, which is also officially my last job as the chairman of drama.
I want to do an excellent job, i don't want to let the juniors down. This is like the last thing that i can do for them. I don't want to let this chance go wasted.

But i hate my body, it's not recovering as much as i would like it to.
I can't do much if i'm this sick.
I don't even know if i'm typing proper english now, everything is like a blur. I can't even read a fucking storybook properly.

I'm serious about giving my best to drama. Furthermore, i can't help out in the upcoming major production in august? Or maybe later.
I don't know. I just feel like i haven't been doing anything.
Sorry drama.

I hope this year's orientation will be a success.
We can obtain 13 or more members. Those who are interested and are really to commit to drama.
I'm adding one more new year resolution: 13 or more members joining drama.

I love Envisage D.

Situations

Ohhhhh man! D:
My life is screwed. D:

Okay, i have to do it myself, or else i will die man. Seriously.
D:

I can do it! :D

Hongping is the man!
Wahhahahhahaha

First day of school

Okayyyyy, school's back, the feeling is good.
:D

I kind of miss the times in school, but this year is stressful.
D:

Thinking about all the workloads are scary enough.
& i'm scared that i do some stupid things again.

I want to study.
I promise i will.
:D?
Anddd, not to sleep in class! :D

What the shit, the new principle just made my day man.
Oh my god. D:
She sings lullaby ~
*eyes closing*
& she's fierce!
Seriously. - -
I bet caning will be back this year.
D:
Lucky it's my last year. :D

Yayyyyyy, i'm copying work!
D:
I feel like shit actually.
._.

Hi school, see you later.

I don't want to do this, but i want to do this.

Oh man, i'm contradicting.

I'm gonna copy homework as usual.

LOL.

I'm going to stay back everyday after school to study!

I mean i'm going to TRY. :D

Gahhhhhh,

2010 will be a great year wouldn't it?

:D

I hope so. :D

Cheers! x

I haven't been posting much. LOL.

I don't know, i feel weird now.

Very weird.

D:

Everything's so indefinite that its scary.

School's gonna reopen tomorrow, i'm still not prepared.

LOL.

& i haven't done any homeworks! Gahhhhhhhhh!

D:

2010

HAHA!

IT'S 2010! :D