Fuck, when did things turn out to be like that?
Shit it.
The problem lies with me.
I'm the problem.
What the fuck?
Initiative is the thing right?
Isn't it?
Then why the fuck?
Oh my god, I think i suck not big time, but the whole time.
Seriously, i want to give up.
What's the point when its only me doing all the fuckshit and you all seem like you don't care?
I don't see a fucking point at all.
So what's new, oh, i treated all of you as my bff, and it turn out to me none of you treat me like one.
I tell you what, thanks.
I needed that.
So i'm not stress at all right, i'm suppose to go around and meet your needs.
FUCK THAT.
Talk to me.
Don't expect me to make the first move all the time.
I'm sick of it.